HE'S MINE

067

I came back to my room, broken and crying. He locked his room and left me outside to cry. I wasn't crying because I loved him and he is mad at me or I want him by my side, but I was mad at myself. Slowly slipping down and perching on the floor, I rested my head back on the door behind me.

"How?" I asked myself, "how did you not see Y/n what he has been doing to you?" I was crying uncontrollably. "He had always bullied me, hurt me, said mean things and yet I accepted to be his girlfriend? Where did I dump my self-esteem? was being with him worth all this pain?" I kept breathing loudly, "why did I let him play me like this?" I wondered, "this is all a pattern, he always makes a mistake, then does one sweet thing to cover up his wrong deeds and I always end up forgiving him."

"He helped me in the office because he wanted to punish me later, he always does that. He saw me in the cabin with Sanzu, he forgave me instantly only to force me to lie about Sanzu in the office, which I didn't do, so he decided to touch me which he knew I would not allow, hence he can play hurt and give me a chance to save my relationship by sleeping with him." I uttered to myself, "he is not okay, this isn't love." I muttered, feeling angry at myself. I made myself look like a fool, fear of what people will think, thinking Shinichiro actually cared for me, thinking Mikey and I make a good couple, I fooled my own self.

"Y/n! It has to be tonight or never." I told myself, sobbing again, "so what if I'm left alone in the house, in the world? one is better to be alone than living a fake life with snakes." I was sure after breaking up with him, I'll lose everyone. Every single person will make fun of me, Mikey and his friends will make up lies and stories about me.

"I don't care, to hell with everyone," I muttered, picking up my phone and looking at the screen. I wanted to type, but I was praying he sent me a break-up message first, I have a reason to be free from this toxic relationship now.

I got up and marched in my bed's direction when I accidentally tripped my bag on the floor.

"Ugh!" I yelled everything was dropped on the floor. "couldn't I just zip it shut?" I whined about how clumsy I was sometimes. I picked up my books one by one and my eyes captured the pieces of papers Sanzu used in the cabin to pick a team. A smile tried to cover my face, but I didn't let it happen.

I have pushed away so many people because of this idiot Mikey. I let go of a breath and open the page and it was my name written on it with Sanzu's handwriting.

"Your handwriting sucks!" I smiled, the thought of him was enough to make me smile, but then a warm tear rolled down, knowing he was done with me. "Y/n!" I read the name and made a small ball of paper, throwing it in the bin. I picked up another one, because he had made two, and opened it "Y/n!" I smiled this time, shaking my head and as I was going to make a ball of it, I sat back.

"Wait!" I uttered, quickly reaching out to the other paper in the bin, "he made two papers with me and Yuzuha's name and he said he was going to pick a partner for himself, but he wrote only my name, which means..." I inhaled some air and then let it go briefly, "it means he wanted to be with me and it also means that Sanzu cheated in a game. He wanted me to be his partner, it was all an act to make me think he had moved on." a very wide smile appeared on my lips, I bet all my teeth shined. I quickly unlocked my phone and before I could type anything, Mikey's text popped up on the screen.

Mikey:
you have two days.

I rolled my eyes "Shut the fuck up." I muttered and typing a text to Mikey.

Me:
I don't need two days.

Mikey:
so is it now?

Wow, he was really feeling horny, idiot.

Me:
Listen, Mikey, it is not working. I don't feel the same towards you, you are not you or I doubt you ever were.

Mikey:
Answer me, when?

Me:
What when? MIKEY, I am not doing any of that.

Mikey:
You know it can harm our relationship.

I stared at the screen blankly, was he high? or he thought I was not capable of breaking up with him?

Me:
Yep! and that's why I am letting you know that I am done with this relationship. I don't care what happened, what went wrong, but I can't do this anymore.

Mikey:
LoL say it aloud and then notice how stupid you sound, you break up with Mikey hahaha.

Me:
Mikey I have school tomorrow, you can play this game with yourself. Just know it is over.

I rolled my eyes at how ignorant and stupid he was, and despite my phone beeping countless times, I shoved it under my pillow and laid down for a good sleep.

I woke up on time, the best sleep ever. There was something about that day that I felt relieved that I have never felt. Doing some heavy breakfast with grandpa. I can see Shinichiro was pissed at me.

I head out to the school with Grandpa, I forgot to check my phone after last night.

"Bye!" I smiled Grandpa's way and he waved me a goodbye. I entered the main gate and saw students walking and talking around. I looked around and saw the Orphans standing under a tree. I slowly approached them with a wide smile on my face.

"Oh hey!" I greeted them and they all shared a glance in confusion, it wasn't because they didn't want me to be with them but they were confused. Obviously, they were happy that I didn't go against Sanzu but for me to go and be this friendly with them when Mikey is suspended from school for a few days.

"Someone is in a good mood." Yuzuha teased, Hanma had his arm around her waist, I think they had sorted things out, good for them. I secretly watched Sanzu, who was obviously playing the game on his phone.

"Hey girl!" I smiled and hugged her, she was always there for me.

"Hey, you know what I found in my bag last night?" I cheered, of course, keeping my eyes on Sanzu, who definitely had acknowledge my presence, but was trying his level best to act like he hadn't noticed me joining them.

"What?" she questioned, she is my friend, she knows I am up to something.

"Those papers that we used in the cabin to choose teams, and oh I missed that time." I was extra loud, the moment I mumbled it, Sanzu halted, raising his head as he realized he was caught, but he couldn't look up and look me in the eye, but very awkwardly, he shoved his phone back in his pocket.