HE'S MINE

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“sure!” Hanma followed his lead, except for putting on a smile. I still hadn't looked away from Sanzu's face.

“i will be back in a moment.” Sanzu excused, getting up and walking out of the cafe.

“i am not helping.” Hanma declared as he went through the menu, “and I am not stopping you, you can if you want to.” he mentioned Yuzuha, who was silently confused, wow we did piss them off.

SANZU'S POV:

I rushed out of the cafe to hide the tears, I don't want them to see them, if they don't care about my feelings, they don't deserve my tears. A fresh cld wind brushed against my cheeks and dried my freshly escaped tears.

“Thanks, fate.” I muttered, gritting my teeth, “you always find a way to make my life miserable.” pulling out a cigarette, I lit it and reached the parking. “she wants him, she just wants Mikey to be Sanzu for her, she wants Mikey in everything, everyone.” it hurt that after everything he has done, she still cared for him. He is her guilty pleasure, she will leave me one day, if not today might be tomorrow.

I told her countless times that I want to say something, held her hands, there is no way she didn't know what I was talking about, but she never asked me what was I going to say like she never cared.

I puffed the smoke in the air and rested my hands on the roof of my car, closing my eyes. We always want something that doesn't belong to us. I know I was overthinking but she confused me today, Mikey always jumps in from somewhere, with her helping him, spending time with him, what if the dead feelings come to life again? what about me then? what about my love?

All my life I have stayed strong, bit now, with Y/n, I can't, I can't just stand and watch her go away, that will be the death of me. Mikey can have the girls from the world, but not Y/n, she is mine.

I was going crazy, tears had to escape to soothe my aching heart. I was standing there, all alone, when someone, who I didn't realize had followed me, wrapped their arms around mine.

Y/N's POV:

“I am gonna go check on him.” I got up immediately, I wasn't feeling well, I can't help Mikey and hurt Sanzu, it is like pulling one out of the trouble and pushing the other to pain, the other who was actually someone I had feelings for, the feelings that weren't just called friends, Yes! I loved him and I wasn't going to let him go through this pain alone.

“It might not be a good idea.” Hanma softly spoke, his mood was nowhere good, but at least he was polite, “give him some time when he is mad like this, we stay away from him.” he advised.

“Well, I have to tolerate his anger, why not start with today.” I hinted and Hanma narrowed his eyes, trying to make out what I said.

I walked out of the cafe and wandered for about a minute when I finally spotted him in the parking, was he smoking? he never smoked in front of me. I slowly walked his way, I must have hurt him badly. If he thinks I am not trustworthy and I will leave him for Mikey, that is not his fault entirely, maybe I failed to make him believe that he is more important than Mikey had ever been.

I can't shake off the image of Sanzu shivering when we were arguing, he lost his posture at that time. I reached him and losing my control, I hugged him tightly.

He was startled at the beginning and then he lowered his face, watching my hands he knew it was me. I can hear his heart beating loudly from the back of his body.