I laid there on her lifeless body, crying. I looked up at louis and broke down I got up off of my mom and fell into his chest balling.
"She's gone louis, my mom... s-s-she's...." I cried
"Shh love, it's okay I'm here, always im ever leaving you. I know you will push me away but no matter what I'm not leaving you okay" he reassured, he read my mind. I have so many things going through my mind. 'why the hell would my mom dies, she was the best person you could meet. when you meet her you couldn't help but smile. you couldn't help but love her. she had dark brown hair, big brown eyes, she was beautiful inside and out. but now she has no hair, lifeless, her beautiful big brown eye and now small and lifeless, the whites of her eyes are yellow. her skin was tan and hydrated now she's pale no color on her body, her skin is dry, wrinkled and she's so skinny. Louis and I walked out of the room and into the living room. I walked in to everyone's sight, they all looked at me. I already know my eyes her red and puffy and my face tear streaked, I looked at them and nodded my head in response to their eager looks. all their faces fell, tears falling falling from their eyes. i cried into louis chest for another half hour as we all sat in the living room crying. my aunt call the doctors and asked what we had to do, they said you had to call 911 tell them the situation and they will take it from there. after that a firetruck and ambulance came to confirm death, did some paper work and called the funeral home to come and pick her up. with in the half hour the funeral people came, they had to pick my mom up and take her, i cried into louis chest the whole time not letting him go.
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day of the funeral
its been 3 days since my mom passed, its been hard ive gotten a little to no sleep i either was up all night or kept waking up crying it was afoul. i was lucky i had louis by my side hes been getting me through it, i know hes going to have to leave soon and im not sure if i will be going back with him just yet. i couldnt leave my dad with out me he had no one i dont know what he would do, mop around i know that he wouldnt be going to work for a while he wasnt ready for that.
"samantha you have to get ready" louis said bringing me out of my thoughts
"will you get my outfit out" i asked "i dont wanna move just yet" i told him
"your lucky i love you" he smerkied
"yea, yea, yea i love you too" i laughed, that was the first time i really laughed i like it, slowly my real self is coming back.
"what am i getting out?" he asked
"there should be a black lace dress hanging on the back of the door in your closet, then there should be some black heels that have laces on them" i told him as he walked into his closet and brought it out to me "thank you boobear" i said im a childs voice
"yea yea im going to get ready" he said walking back into his closet. i got out of bed and walked into the bathroom and turned the curling iron on, while i was waiting for it to turn on i out my make up on, i kept it natural but a darker purple lipstick, by the time i was done with my makeup the curling iron was heated up so i finished my hair and walked out of the bathroom to change into my dress. i changed into my dress and put my shoes on thenmade my way down stairs to find louis.
"you look beautiful" he said pushing over a cup of coffee
"thank you babe, but i wish i didnt have to" i hung my head
"i know baby girl" he cooed walking over to my and pulled me into a hug "you ready?"
"as i'll ever be" i wiped the tears off of my face, he took my hand and we made our way to his car we were going to meet everyone at the funeral home.
