Shit

:/

Okay this is going to be a long chapter bc I think we all need it...

Zayn left.

Okay let that sink in.

Cry if you need, scream, yell at the cat, punch the table, do anything..

This fandom needs to pull together majorly..

107 people passed away in the first 3 hours of the news being spread..

Be strong.. I know how fucking hard rn but everyone is hurting the same and nobody wanted this to happen

For fucks sake Harry broke down on stage last night.

Thank you to those girls (you know who you are) who were with me today at school. thank oh for comforting me.

Thanks for not asking questions. You were silent. That's all I needed.. and that's what I got.

So, thank you girlies who hugged me to death and there was one girl who even gave me a damn cookie (hehe) it was a mighty good cookie btw.

I burst into tears in the school hallway today..

Oops..

But I think that's when it finally hit me that after 4 years, 8 months and 2 days - our boys broke.

I started off angry

Idk why

But I was fucking angry.

Then I cried so hard I thought my eyes might run out of tears.

107 of our sisters passed away today...

That's 107 too many...

Anyway...

Thank youuuuu as always,

I love you

If you want to speak to someone, anyone who will listen and grieve with you - direct message me :)