La Da Dee // WNF

𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐩𝐭𝟐

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GEORGES POV

I still feel really guilty for bringing up Tommy and butting into their business. But at some point I do really want to talk to Tubbo. he looks like a really nice kid and maybe we have a lot in common?

I look over at everyone around me.
Jack and Niki are both in floaties chatting, jack splashing Niki every now and then, wilbur is next to me chilling. and quackity is talking to tubbo.

I turn to look at will.

I've been trying to figure myself out. And Wilbur has helped a lot! But, whilst doing that I think I might have caught feelings in the process..

I don't know how I feel at the moment...
I really like him. I think?

Or do I love him?

Or is it just platonic? I don't know and I can't tell...

Even if I do happen to understand my feelings he won't feel the same. He's a straight man that plays fucking guitar.  I chuckle softly.
Id have to be dreaming to think I would have a chance...

"George. Your staring." He chuckles,

I snap back into reality and realise what I'm doing.
staring at him embarrassing.

He lifts his hand up to fix or touch my hair,
My hear skips a beat and I slap his hand away out of panic.

Then it hit me.

What if he thinks I'm gay?! I don't want him to think thta?!.. that's so weird. I can't even imagine what he'd think?

Then I make the ugly decision that has kept me inside the closet my whole life.

"W what are you a faggot or something g geez?!"

Will looks down and his face drops.
"wow. okay George."

My stomach drops.
I didn't want to hurt his feelings- I feel like shit now- Why did I even say that?!what the fuck did I just do.. I juts ruined all my chances with him..
But at the same time I don't want him thinking I'm gay! He can't know that?! He's going to think I have a crush on him.. but I do!! But I don't know if I do?!!
FUCK!
panic..
Panicking again.

I can't breat—

"George!"
Wilbur shakes me.

"George?! What are you doing?" He laughs. "I'm not gay? And why are you zoning out? Do you need water?"

"Nothing I'm just- it's hot I don't know."
I look up at the sun.

We sit in silence for a bit.

He looks down and back up at me with a wide grin.

"Say less. the waters pretty cold!"
Will jumps up and pulls me under the water.
I grab into him trying to pull him underneath me by wrapping my legs around him and pushing his head under.