GEORGE POV
After me and wills fight I felt exhausted. I feel drained now more than ever and it feels like I can't even get up.
I just want to crawl in a ball and die...
as i lay on the kitchen floor I think about eveything we've been through and done.
Did he even mean what he said to me when we were lying in the rain did he take me to all those places just for the sake of doing so?
Did he really or.. does he really love me. I need to know...
I can't handle my thoughts. I can't stop thinking about him
....
Hours go past and I start feeling worried
Finally getting enough motivation to get up walk to the bathroom and rinse my face.
I start to feel really guilty.
The thought that tubbo might be lying crosses my mind.
I need to try and believe that tubbo is just making this all up for drama and that my lover is not a muderder.
I never saw him as one anyways...
I start feeling sick
I look myself in the mirror and think of what the right thing to do would be.
The right thing to do.
Not what I want to hear..
I can't keep pretending nothings wrong. I can't
No matter how much I try.
Will is out there doing god knows what whilst he's not in the right headspace.
I need to help him even if he hates me.
He could hurt someone...
Fuck
He could hurt someone.
Tubbo...
TOBY-
My eyes widen and I bolt for the door about to grab the keys and-
Fuck
Will has the car...
I can't walk to tubbos house from here
What am I going to do....
I'll call Niki maybe they are stil-
vroom vroom
I hear vibration come from the table.
I look over at my phone buzzing
It's Niki.
Without hesitation I pick up-
"N NIKI! are you still in the car I really need your help wilbur-"
"George."
she says softly. sadly enough I could already tell she's been crying
"uh niki? Is eveything okay?"
I stop and wait for her response.
"t tubbo.. he's.. fuck he's dead. He hung himself i- I don't know who to call... th the police I- I don't know.."
her voice starts to shake
My heart sinks and eveything grows silent.
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La Da Dee // WNF
Fanfictiontw. -angst •language •contains suicide mentions and multiple mental health struggles. -mentions of suicide -drug use (if u find anything familiar to the topics above i wouldn't suggest reading, stay safe <3 ) ❦ George, living his life abusing...
