I'M YOUR BOY_ Jonghyun (on Going)

Ch. 47 Symptoms💕

You are the nicest flower that stands firm with elegance and grace. I shall travel across the land to bring you the most precious seed to pollinate ye even if it breaks my wings, because your nectar is the sweetest, my most desirable gift. I could never ask for more.

Even if the prettiest angels from the highest of heavens descended to embrace me, i would still choose to be with you. You glow brighter than the dazzling aurora, your fragrance is more soothing than morning breeze. I am grateful to have been born in the same world as you.

I wonder sometimes how can someone be so cheerful and impressive yet so simple and pure at the same time. It must have been so tiring for you. Your commanding presence is a living breathing evidence of your hardwork in itself. I pray all these hardships never intimidate your valiant prowess and you continue to bloom more and more stunning and heroic everyday.

I am sorry for all the trouble i caused, for all the sadness and loneliness i brought you, for all times that i couldn't protect you.

It might have looked like a selfish effort to grow by myself on the outside but i hope you understand it was for the best. Believe me, there was no other way. I had to fix my own problems first so that i am always here for you when you need me for the the rest of our lives. I didn't want to make empty promises. I genuinely cared for you and i want to be your comfort zone for an eternity and more. I'll always be by your side, you won't ever have to cry by yourself again. I'll be your shoulder to lean on when you want to get some shut-eye, i'll be your sword to wield when you want to pierce an unscathed shield blocking your success, i'll be your flying carpet when you want to stream through the widest oceans and soar high over the tallest mountains.

So don't give up on me yet. Don't look so disappointed. I am here now so rest assured and dispel your worries permanently. Thank you for staying safe all this time. Thank you for staying healthy. Thank you for being strong on your own. But hold my hand now.

We can reach the place together that was a farfetched dream on our own. Why can't you see for yourself. So then don't let go if you know you're going to regret later. I am asking you to rely on the slightest lingering feelings for me. Even the tiniest crack is enough a chance. I'll do all i can to make up for all the youthful bliss we lost. Just one more time, chin up and put all your faith in me. All your fated ease and joy shall become a reality. Everyone deserves a chance to be happy. So stop hurting both of us for naught. Whatever happened, happened. Let's move on to a better tomorrow.