Love, Smile, Hurt, Cry, Life
So you had no attachment, you're not even mourning the loss? Bold when we worked our best, Cute when we were cozy together, had i been assuming things on my own? Did you feel naught?
I made myself a transparent glass for you, i gave everything i ever held precious in your care. What more could i have done to earn your trust? What else do you keep looking for if not happiness and peace? All my treasures, my affection, my interests, my self-esteem cementing my possessiveness and my desire to protect_
My confidence, skills, sincerity and beliefs i have been saving in their true form all my life_
You've shattered my existence. You've trampled over my feelings. You do regret it, don't you? Heh. How could you not?
What does it even matter now? It's over. Everything is gone. All promises are lost. I don't need anything from you. I don't care about anything anymore. Don't show me a hand that's not mine to hold on to. Leave me be.
Haven't you done enough damage already? You think you can satisfy your guilt by hurting me more? Well you're dead wrong. You're only making yourself more miserable.
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I'M YOUR BOY_ Jonghyun (on Going)
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