All wounds heal except the ones that take you to your grave, they only become more severely infected with the passage of time.
Your continuous interactions with me grew on me, you made yourself important to me.
You were the stillness to my chaos, thrill to my void.
Brightness is as important as the darkness inside. What's day without night? How do you choose either to exist as a whole? Do you know how important each one of your breath was to me when you were by my side? My soul is crumbling without you, my mental capacity lies wasted.
How long do i act tough, when are you coming back? Or are you not, never again? If that's how things are going to be, i won't even find my peace in death. Every moment that i spend waiting for you brings in itself the crushing weight of forever. I don't even know any more, all my senses are numb, i can't feel my own humanity. What are you thinking, i keep crying but i don't understand? How do i fix this?
But i will still cry more, because it's for you, it's relieving my agonising heart if only a bit.
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I'M YOUR BOY_ Jonghyun (on Going)
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