I was in a rush to be free, to make decisions for myself without having to care for another person. I wanted to be independent, i wanted to be happy doing whatever i felt like doing without having to slow down my pace for anybody else. I was satisfied being myself and i couldn't care less about being questioned about my choices. I worked hard, i still work hard but it's all different now. I am not happy. I wasn't planning to hold onto your existence forever, i had to choose my own path at some point and even though i understand that, i still feel uneasy. When you said, You can do whatever your heart desires from now on, i thought i would feel relieved. But instead i feel burdened and suffocated by the same words i have been longing to hear forever. I am afraid to walk on my own, i am afraid of making wrong decisions now. We weren't just getting in the way of each other, we were also making way for each other in order to move forward. What do i do now_
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