I'M YOUR BOY_ Jonghyun (on Going)

Ch 51. Shinin'

You're so pretty. I look at you from afar, you are still the prettiest in the world. I come closer and you are even more dazzling. Wherever you may be, you spread so much positive energy around, you're the cutest miracle of life.

Apparent beauty compares nothing to the precious soul you possess. You are the embodiment of happiness, patience and sincerity. I feel more powerful than superman as long as you are healthy. The only part of my world that's always bright is the one the that revolves around you. I didn't even realise since when has it become so easy for me to smile or cry, that burden of expressing my feelings i had forcefully kept buried for so long has poofed into thin air like it was never a problem before.

I love you. But you already know that. I genuinely care for you. Perhaps you are  well aware of that too. But guess what makes you so special, so unique, so much more human than any other earthling, it's your compassionate nature, your tender emotions, your innocent hobbies, your tiny habits that add to my joy all day long, every day. If my life with you was just a dream, i would rather die than wake up ever. My vision has cleared because you have become my right, everything else is wrong. I feel safer in your warm embrace that accepts all of me. I'll work my hardest not to disappoint you in anyway i promise. Thank you for being born. I could never appreciate your brilliant existence enough. You're honest to your core and always true to yourself.

My life was a mess. The tedious ways of the ordinary people never made any sense to me.  Now i have come to breathe at peace. You've fixed the cracks and crevices in my personality being the way you are. Living for you is the same as living for my own self. You have become a part of me so that's why.

Every look you pull off has its distinct charm. Every action you perform becomes a blissful breeze shattering the darkness clouding my heart. Taking it all in brings me so much beauty and strength, i feel like all the splendid radiance of tens of thousands of galaxies has been instilled inside me. You've made me more human, an upright proper person. I'll believe in you till the day i die.

As time passes by and we become closer, i have come to understand you better. The more i know about you, the stronger my feelings grow for you. Your warmth, sincerity, clumsiness, innocence and glimmer, those are the sides of you that only i know of the best, so that's why, no body could ever love you more than i do.