Hold On

Chapter 37: Missing

Days had passed but the police weren't still able to find where Seojin and Dan Tae were hiding. Sooryeon was starting to worry, because she knew that the main target of both Seojin and Dan Tae were her. Sooryeon looks so happy in front of her kids and Logan but deep inside her, she's worried..

Sooryeon's Pov

Dan Tae and Seojin are still not found. I am starting to get worried, what if Joo Dan Tae will attack and hurt everyone in this family. I can't tell Logan what I really feel this time. I knew that from the very start it was me, whom Seojin and Dan Tae wanted to kill. I can't just let my husband and my children be hurt again just because of the revenge I've always wanted. I can't die at the hands of the criminal. I can't let my family be hurt because of me. I will make sure that Dan Tae and Seojin will pay. I went to our room and saw my husband busy doing his work. He didn't notice me. Here I am, looking and staring at my husband's handsome face. How can I leave this man? How can I neglect his worries? How can I plan alone? How can I let him die? Everyone got hurt because of me. Na Aegyo died because of me, Yoonhee suffered because of me, Logan almost died because of me, childrens experienced horrible things because of me and my own daughter died because of me. Everyone was suffering and it was all because of me. I am still thinking if I really deserve Logan, thinking if I really deserve to be happy. I can't just stay put and not do anything. My family's life depends on my decision and my choices. Their life is at stake right now.

"What are you thinking, love?" I was startled when someone talked.

"You startled me. But nuh, I was just thinking if we will just let the cops do everything. I mean, we can do something, Logan." Logan looked at me like he already knew what I wanted. "What do you want to do now, Sooryeon?" he asked and I am wondering if I can answer this question properly. I know he will be upset if I told him my plan. "We can do something, Logan. We can find a way to find where they were hiding. I can't just sleep at night, doing nothing then my family's life is at stake!" He let go of me and looked at me firmly. "Sooryeon! What did I tell you?! Let the cops do everything. And this p[lace is safe. No one knew where we were, only the other Hera Members and the kids. A lot of bodyguards surround this place. Dan Tae and Seojin don't have any power to get people just to haunt and kill us. Are you listening to me, Shim Soo Ryeon?! " This man really does care about us but this time I'd rather want him to be mad than to stay still. "Logan! Do you still trust the law? After how many trials and making them pay using this law nothing happens!Nothing! What if one day, Dan tae would just abduct one of our kids, do you still want the police to handle this?! All Dan Tae and Seojin wanted was me, so if you don't want to help me at all, just stay away. "

"Sooryeon, your life is not just yours anymore! I have every right to stop you from doing anything that will harm you. I am your husband! " He said angrily. He was about to go out, so I grabbed his big hands. "I will promise you that he will not be able to kill me. I promise Logan." I assured, he stared at me for a long time. I think this quarrel will last long. I am very sorry Logan. I looked at him and rubbed his hands. And after that I just got out of our room and left him dumbfounded. I'm very sorry, Logan.

End Of Sooryeon's Pov

Logan was left dumbfounded by what Sooryeon said. What she said can't be processed in his mind. He heard the door closed and there he came back to his senses and saw Sooryeon walking away from him. I can't lose you just because of that revenge, Sooryeon He thought.

The good thing was the kids aren't here to witness their fight because surely they will be affected. Logan went down and asked Secretary Hong where Shim Sooryeon went. Sec Hong answered that he didn't know where she was going. Logan just sighed and let him and Sooryeon have space this time. They need to be unwind.