Poeticcharmer

Little Do You Know...

I'm hurting, but nobody knows...

The close ones offer their support, but I only wished it would have been the ones that mattered and should be listening,

Stress is killing me and the more I reminiscence on all that's breaking me down, it hurts, it really hurts a lot.

I am not here just by choice, its because of all the heartaches that I have bottled inside, which allows me to disregard all that's going on.

It propels me to continue pushing forward, but at the same time its killing me inside.

So I wear a smile, and reply with I'm Fine; but the reality is, I'm subconsciously broken and when reality hits, it hits differently.

So maybe you offer your support, maybe you try to reach out,

Maybe you offer your advice; maybe you give me a call.

But no matter what you do, no matter what you say,

I'm Subconsciously Broken, and my tears are here to stay.

Not that your support or assistance is in vain, Its just not from the ones who I personally deserve it from.

I find myself, with tears running down my cheeks,

Heart beating to a rather deeply pounding rhythmic pattern,

Inside feeling empty, heart feeling lonely,

You hear me, but you don't listen,

You're present in my life, but whats the main reason.

Right about now, I'm done

I'm tired and I'm frustrated.
So don't turn off my lights, and complain about my darkness.

Gonna focus on me and my happiness.

Feeling Lonely, doesn't mean you're alone,

But recently, I tend to question that phrase.

~Tremar Ivey~