Forced

Alaska Schmidt is my name. Thinking that my name doesn't suit me.

I was a fool. 

Forced to be what I am not really am. My whole life is in danger for knowing all.

Everything was forced to know who is me and who is them. What is right what are wrongs?

All people who I love, I trust, will betray me. A lot of what-ifs are running through my mind. Holding a gun is my weapon. Lethal, and need to use it.

I don't wanna kill him, but I will. I was born not to cry, but to kill. I want to clean, by killing.

Can I call myself a villain? Well, I am a villain.

Villains are bad, behind a villain's existence has a hurtful memory. I was hurt. I hurt myself by giving them the chance to hurt me. And they give them the chance to hurt them back.

You must be cautious. Every choice has consequences. Always do your part right, luck doesn't always happen.
Death doesn't scare me, a simply profound sadness can. But hurting me makes me stronger. Isa lang narealized ko na, learn to use common sense and proper ethics or else you will end up brainless. Kapag nagpakatanga ka ulit, dig a hole in your life and bury yourself upside down.

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