Blackie Lawless and Chris Holmes struggle with understanding each other and don't want to admit their feelings for each other. The band go on tours and the fighting gets worse and worse between them both for months before they forgive each other. Th...
After what was said the other day, me and Chris stopped talking due to us not being sure what we wanted still. I wanted to be with him but he needed time to think which is annoying to me and we didn't have time for this drama. We had another concert and we were gonna be late if Chris didn't show up after being told about it. After ten minutes, he finally showed his face and he got on the bus.
I stayed away from Chris and didn't talk to him because I was still upset and mad but more upset than anything else. The others hung out with him but none of them talked to me. He knew to stay away from me for a while until I felt better about things which I didn't still.
Chris looks over at him and feels bad for what happened between them. He couldn't stand not talking to him but stayed away from him for a while until he knew things were better. He gave thought about everything and just didn't know how to feel yet but had feelings for Blackie but he wasn't ready for fans and others finding out yet. He hung out with the others but felt lonely more than anything and just wanted to talk but he needed to gain the guts to do it. After the concert, he stepped out back to Blackie's changing room and knocked soon hearing him say who it is "Hey it's me, Chris. I know your boundaries but we need to talk right now. I can't stand to not talk anymore so please, let me talk to you"
I sighs and wipe my messy makeup away because I was crying due to wanting Chris for myself and I couldn't stand it anymore, I couldn't stand being lonely and have no one by my side. I clean my face up and get up soon walking to the door. When I open it, I see him "come in please. Let's talk this over please and not fight anymore. I'm sorry about everything and I'm done fighting over this. Yes we may have too many differences but I love you. I wanna be with you. I want to hold and kiss you. I want to be yours forever and I don't give two shits about what others think"
Chris walks in and looks at him "let's go sit and let our feelings deep in until we feel better. I'm willing to give this relationship a try because I love you too Blackie. I'm sorry I didn't admit it before but I'm in love with you. Screw our differences and what others think about us being together" he sits down and gets ready to talk to him
After a minute, I sit down and relax soon looking at him. We talk for a while and get closer to each other but then we get nervous and move away from each other. I was actually the one that made the move because I had enough of waiting so I grab his face and kiss him deeply soon feeling him kiss me back. We both fall back against the couch while making out. I let out a loud moan in between and shake "shit! Sorry I didn't mean to" I felt embarrassed
Chris kisses him again and laughs "it's okay because it's normal to happen. Honestly, you always look so fucking hot and I should've made you mine a long time ago. You're so fucking hot where I could make love to you all day and all night"
I laugh and smile happily "I should've done the same and I regretted waiting and waiting for months. I love you so much and I would fuck you right now but we need time"
Chris smirks "fuck I would die to see your body. Fuck you are so fucking hot right now and I want you badly but I can't take you yet. Not now. I want it to be romantic and hot but I want to be bottom but I don't mind either way"
I look at him and smirk "I'm dominant baby so you would have to be bottom and I will make sure you cry so others hear you"
After a few weeks, others find out but we didn't care of what others thought. Me and my boyfriend Chris escaped to a hotel room and laid down in bed soon cuddling under the blankets while watching tv. I hold him close and rub his side while we share a loving kiss. I fell in love with him so much where it hurt a lot because I couldn't get enough of him.
Chris pulls away soon and looks into his eyes soon rubbing his cheeks "god you're so amazing as a boyfriend. I don't know what I would do without you because you complete me now"
I pull him close and rub his blonde locks "you're amazing too honey. I want you forever because you belong with me if you feel the same. I can't get enough of you because you're so beautiful and sexy."
We lay there for a few hours and sleep while cuddled up in the sheets. While we were sleeping, it rained all night and it felt peaceful. When more albums came out, we got very busy and I didn't have time for my boyfriend no matter how much I tried to see him while we were on tour but had no chance. I walks by him one day and gave him a quick kiss "see you on stage my sexy boyfriend" I walk away and head onto the stage
It was a long few weeks and I never felt so lonely ever even before I dated Chris and we haven't even made love once but it was for now. We didn't want to rush anything still but I wanted to make love with him. Finally after a month, I finally see my boyfriend for a while
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(Part 2 is in the next chapter and it will be very smutty so you have been warned. Thanks for reading and more will come)
