who i am - komahina

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hajime's pov

"hajimeee." i hear a voice say. i decide to ignore it considering how comfortable i am right now. the voice speaks up again, this time groaning when i cuddle closer into my pillow.

"we're gonna be late for school." i scoff at the voice's words. like i care, im in heaven right now. odd, my pillows aren't usually this comfortable. i press my cheek on it, letting out a sigh.

and then the pillow chuckles.

am i going crazy or did my pillow just laugh? probably going crazy, too tired to care. "pillows aren't supposed to laugh." i mumble, my arms tightening around it. i hum in delight as im about to drift off again.

"hajime. im not a pillow."

"thats what they all say." i don't even know what im saying honestly. but slowly — because of the damn pillow talking to me — i start to wake up. and then i realize where i was.

on the couch, resting on nagito's chest and my arms wrapped around him. i blink up at him and he smiles down at me, hand in my hair. i blink once, twice, maybe even three times. and then it finally registers.

"oh my god."

he giggles, putting his hand over his mouth. his other hand falling onto my cheek as he caresses it softly. "good morning."

and then i roll myself off of him, onto the ground. "i am... so sorry. how did i-"

"i woke up after a while and realized your back was probably killing you. so i moved you." he sits up, rubbing his eyes tiredly. he then stretches with a yawn. "i think we're late."

i don't care. can you hold me again? is all i want to say, but obviously i don't. i nod, getting up from the ground. i go get him an extra toothbrush i have and some clothes, leaving them on the couch next to him as i go get ready.

eventually, we're both ready. deciding not to eat breakfast we start walking together to school. it was pretty quiet for a while, though it was obvious we both wanted to say something.

our hands touch a few times but we don't comment. "the movie was nice, wasn't it?" he's the first one to speak up.

i nod, staring straight ahead. "it was cool."

"we didn't get to finish it." he looks at me expectantly with a hopeful glint in his eyes. he wants to spend more time with me. this makes me smile, though i tried to contain it i couldn't. i even let out a chuckle.

"what's funny?" as he speaks he grabs my hand. it caught me off guard but i don't complain. instead i squeeze his hand, smirking at him with sudden confidence.

"if you want to spend time with me just say it."

he blushes but doesn't deny it. "i do want to spend time with you." he admits as we come to a stop. why did we stop? i don't know, i don't mind. wait—

"is there something wrong with that?" he asks, clearly teasing. he leans closer with a playful smile on his lips. i pull his hand, pulling him even closer towards me. we're close, incredibly close. he tilts his head and leans closer until,

"we're late for school, nagito."

and drag him away towards school. he says nothing more, a determined look on his face. i must admit, my heart was beating so quickly i thought something was wrong with me.

"so the movie.. after school today?" he asks as we reach the school, standing in front of the gates. i nod and he grins.

"have a nice day!"

"mhm, you too."

i need to talk to kazuichi fast.

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i love them so much can u tell.
not proof read im tired