who i am - komahina

6

hajime's pov

after school yesterday, my friends and i walked home together. cracking jokes and simply having fun. we decided on hanging out in the weekend again.

"so i'd totally be able to win in a fight against ikusaba-san." kazuichi finished off whatever the hell he was saying.

fuyuhiko looked back at him, a look of disappointment on his face. "you're crazy. you literally have a death wish."

"actually yeah." kazuichi mumbled.

"kazuichi we've talked about this." chiaki mumbled back, nudging him slightly. he laughed, ruffling her hair.

"so, what are we doing on saturday?" nagito asked, finally speaking after being quiet the entire conversation.

"lets get drunk!"

"kazuichi we're teenagers."

"i forgot about that" he laughed, fixing his beanie.

i was pretty quiet the entire time, only speaking to say sarcastic remarks. once we all went our separate ways, i arrived home. taking off my shoes at the entrance and immediately going to my room.

i laid in it, staring up at my ceiling. i almost fell asleep. almost. i heard my phone vibrate against my bed side table. with a sigh, i sit up, checking my phone.

my eyes widened as i saw the contact name.

thats... unexpected?

nagito🍀
hey!

me
hey

nagito🍀
i've been meaning to ask you something

me
oh right, what is it?

i really don't know how to talk to this guy... and i don't mean to sound rude i just don't know what to say. we aren't close, and things are always awkward. seems like he was doing something, because he took a while to reply.

nagito🍀
so, why is it we never talk? you know, i really want to get closer!

me
oh well, i guess we just haven't had the chance to talk?

thats... a lie. there were so many opportunities in which i could talk to him, i just decided to ignore them all. i guess i just ignored him? now that i think about it, i feel really bad. he seems like a nice, chill guy. i felt my phone vibrate again, meaning that he responded to me.

nagito🍀
well i hope this saturday we talk more :)

me
ah.. yeah.

after that he stopped responding. leaving me on delivered, i didn't mind much since my reply was so dry.

as i lay in bed, i think to myself. maybe we can hang out on sunday, just the two of us..

or would that be weird?

—

hajime do be an anxious wreck around nagito doe 😳
anyways hello komahina nation, here's your food