Forging Fidelity

22

After being asked to have sex, Selette leave me all alone with her hand written letters.

Stating the reason why she wanted to null our marriage, my mind went blank until I realized she was going to leave me.

At first, I thought she’s just doing that for me to treat her well. The same way I treated her weeks before the revelation of her having an affair with my rival.

Bench Ytturalde was her ex boyfriend, the reason why she doesn’t accept the confession I told her.

I was angry. It was all my fault telling her hurtful words before and after our wedding, and abandoning her after.

I’m still a kid at twenty five, and about to start my responsibility at twenty eight.

I waited for her for a couple of days if she will come home. Sadly, there is no reason for her to came back.

I ignored her for weeks. Perhaps she doesn’t love me that much to stay with me, and live with me.

I thought I can live without her, just like the three years I spent studying my masteral but it’s not.

“Sorry sir, hindi ko po siya mahanap.”

This is the seventh person I hired after a month of looking for Selette. I never imagined that I can spent millions just to find her.

Weeks turned months and then years. Still, no Selette. I wonder how this could happen, did her royal friend pulled some strings to hide her from me?

“Pero sa pagkaka alam ko, hindi pa siya nakakalabas ng bansa. We still have a chance to find her.”

I hope.

I rather have bad times with her, than good times without her. I can’t stop blaming myself for what happened between us, because it was totally my fault.

I leave her for years, and then she found another man that treats her right. Maybe I have the rights to feel angry towards her actions, but not hers.

She asked me to marry her, and even used his black mailing card at me. I agreed, then I left her after our marriage.

Now I’m counting. Ilan taon na ba simula noong iniwan niya ako sa bahay? hindi ko na kasi mabilang.

I was hurt. Thinking that she can’t gave her hundred percent love, because she left me when I ignored her.

She was hurt, too. I was wrong when I gave her hurtful words, and treated her like she’s just a woman for me.

I celebrate her birthdays my own, and celebrate mine myself. Hindi na rin ako masiyadong nagkekwento sa parents ko after she left, I just told them I let her go.

“Consider this a gift from me, Friàs,”

Her friend, Dejati talked to me. I was celebrating my birthday by myself, when Fronti Dejati came to my office.

“She’s pregnant with your kid.”

I was stunned for a moment. As much as I wanted to please Doctora Austero to tell me where she is, she refused.

She told me about my wife plans. She told me that Selette don’t need my help for raising the kid.

I didn’t know about the gender in the first place, but Visser and his wife are super private kaya hindi na ako nakatanggap ng iba pang information.

I sent money for our joint account, for her to use it if ever she needs. Also, to locate where she is living.

Maybe that Linguista is more powerful, because I can’t find her. I think about being friend with her friends, so that I can get some informations.