Lies // DNF

Hoodie

I heard a door shut. I started to wake up. I looked over to Sapnap. He was sleeping. He still had his arm around me.

"Oh did I wake you?" Dream whispered.

"No it's fine, I have been sleeping a lot already" I said as I turned off the TV with the remote.

"Did I disturb your date" Dream said as he saw Sapnap's arm around me.

"We were just talking, he was saying how much of a terrible roommate you were" I said as I softly chuckled.

"Whatever" Dream said as he quietly laughed.

I slowly stood up and tried not to wake up Sapnap.

"How was your...date" I asked hesitantly.

"It was good, she got me a Christmas gift" he said as he handed me a painting.

It was a heart with some type of colored background.

"Come with me" Dream said as he walked up stairs.

I stared at the painting as I followed Dream. I have to be better than this Jade girl, I can't lose my best friend to this girl. I stopped looking at the painting and just looked at Dream. We entered his room. He closed the door and sat on his bed. I gave him the painting back.

"Welcome to my room" he said as he laid in bed.

"Pretty neat right?" Dream said as he laughed.

"Seen better" I said as I sat in his chair.

I looked at his set up. It was a yellow color.

"Is this yellow or green" I asked as I pointed at the light coming from his keyboard.

"Green" (Dream)

I saw my youtooz on his desk.

"Aww you have me" I said as I grabbed the youtooz.

"Of course I do, I even have your merch" Dream said as he got out if the bed.

"Well of course I sent you some" I said as I put the youtooz back.

"Yeah but I bought more" Dream said as he opened his closet.

"I want you to see the size of a hoodie I have to wear compared to your size" Dream said as he grabbed a hoodie from his closet.

I spun the chair to face him. He handed me a black smile hoodie. I put it on. It was giant to me at least.

"Jeez" I said as I laughed.

"See" (Dream)

"Thanks for the hoodie" I said as I curled into a ball on the chair.

"It doesn't even fit you but you can keep it" Dream said as he laughed.

"Hold on" Dream said as he got another hoodie from the closet.

He pulled out one of my hoodies. He put it on. I stood up and stood next to him.

"We swapped" I said as I laughed.

Dream got out his phone and took a picture of us. He began to take pictures of me with the hoodie. I just laughed and went back to the chair.

"Wait tomorrow is Christmas" I said as I realized what day it was.

"Oh yeah, luckily we never sent your presents to the UK" Dream said as he sat down on the floor.

"I brought you guys something that I made" I said as I smiled.

"Can't wait to see it" (Dream)

"Aren't you going to spend Christmas with your girlfriend?"

"Haha she isn't my girlfriend, we are just seeing eachother to see if being a couple would be cool" Dream said as he softly chuckled.

"So you guys are fucking? Cool, so friends with benefits?" I said jokingly.

Dream just laughed.

"We aren't fucking, we are just friends going on dates and hug every once in a while. We are sort of just testing the waters" Dream said as he continued to laugh.

"Have you two kissed?"

"Pfft no, she has kissed my cheek but nothing else, mainly just holding hands" (Dream)

"Sounds like a secondary school relationship"

"Whatever" Dream said as he laughed.

"Didn't you promise your fans that when we meet up you will do a face reveal?"

"Oh yeah I did...I can't do that" Dream said as he sighed.

"Why?"

"They will find out about Jade" (Dream)

"Maybe you should tell her who you are"

"No, it will ruin everything" (Dream)

"What how? Don't you like her"

"I do but there is someone on my mind that I still kind of think about" (Dream)

"Oh and she is the reason you aren't actually dating Jade?"

"Yeah...she....is the reason, I have been trying to get over hi-her" (Dream)

"Have you gotten over her?"

"Yeah, I have my life together now" Dream said as he smiled.

"That's good"

"Yeah, it's just that...a part of me wants to see what could have been if me and...her, kept our "connection" I guess" (Dream)

"You should follow your heart" I said as I stood up and sat next to Dream.

"I have been trying" he said as he looked at me.

"I wish I could help more but I haven't really been in a relationship" I said as I softly chuckled.

"Oh really? You haven't like talked to anyone?" (Dream)

"I did and I thought we had a sort of connection but I was recently proven wrong" I said as I sighed.

"Oh" (Dream)

"Yeah, I was just starting to realize these feelings after some things happened"

"Oh wow that sucks" (Dream)

"It wouldn't have worked out anyways, they found someone better" I said as I looked at Dream.

He hugged me. Little did he know, I was talking about him.

"Why didn't you tell me anything" (Dream)

"What?" I said nervously.

Did he know?!

"About the girl, I could have totally been by your side, you seem so hurt by this girl" (Dream)

"It didn't come to mind" I lied and chuckled.

I admit it. I like Dream. I thought I was straight. Seeing Dream with a girl. Seeing Dream happy with her. Seeing Dream focus his attention to her made me feel like a flame just burned inside me. I want him. He should be with me and not Jade. I love him. I...love...him. I love him? Oh my god I am love with my best friend.

"George, I am your best friend, you could tell me anything" Dream said as he smiled.

"I know" I said as I faked smiled.

I couldn't tell him everything.