Lies // DNF

Diary

Sapnap locked the door.

"Dude she needs to leave" he whispered.

I stayed silent.

"She was all up on you, I feel like she does know about Dream and just everything, she is pretending just to get closer to everyone on the SMP" Sapnap whispered.

"She was getting a little too close" I whispered.

"I am surprised you let her" Sapnap said annoyed.

"I was nervous, I never experienced that, I didn't say anything because I don't want Dream to think I hate her or anything" I whispered.

"I have a feeling Dream still likes her" Sapnap said as he sighed.

"Me too, he was smiling and laughing while texting her"

There was a knock at the door. Sapnap unlocked it. It was Dream.

"Sorry to disturb your little surprise for George, but Jade is leaving and wants to say bye" (Dream)

"We will be out in a sec" Sapnap said as he shut the door.

"Lets go say bye and just never see her again hopefully" Sapnap whispered.

I just softly chuckled. We exited his room and went to the living room. Jade was there waiting.

"Bye Nick" she waved.

She ran to me and hugged me.

"Bye George" she whispered very close to my ear.

She gave me a quick kiss on my cheek and left. What the hell? Who does she think she is?

"Well that was fun" Dream said as he sat down on the couch.

"Fun?" I said annoyed.

"FUN?" Sapnap said annoyed.

"Why are you guys annoyed" (Dream)

"SHE WAS ALL UP ON GEORGE, I AM SORRY YOUR BLIND ASS COULDN'T SEE THAT" Sapnap shouted.

"She...was?" Dream said confused.

"OH I AM SORRY WERE YOU TOO FOCUSED ON HER BOOBS? SHE WAS TRYING TO HOLD HANDS WITH GEORGE, TRYING TO GET CLOSE WITH HIM, AND EVEN GAVE HIM A KISS ON THE CHEEK, THEY JUST MET WHY WOULD SHE DO THAT?" (Sapnap)

"She is just like that, she likes to be affectionate with her friends" (Dream)

"Bullshit" Sapnap mummered.

My phone began to ring. I grabbed my phone and answered it.

"Hello?"

There was silence.

"Hello??" I said again.

More silence. The person hung up. That was weird.

"Who was it?" (Dream)

"I don't know, there was just silence"

"Weird" (Sapnap)

My phone began to ring again. It was the same number. I answered it.

"Hello?"

There was a chuckle from the other end.

I stayed silent.

"I love you" the voice whispered.

"Who is this?" I said firmly.

"How can you not remember the voice of the love of your life" Ace said.

My facial expression changed. My eyes widened. I felt a chill down my spine.

Dream stood up and reached for the phone. I pulled away. I walked to Sapnap's room and locked the door.

"You aren't the love of my life, you never will be"

"Come on George, I know you miss me, you miss my warmth, my presence, my voice" he said.

"My kisses" he whispered.

I felt butterflies in my stomach.

"Dump him and come to me, I can satisfy you. Only me. Us together is the strongest thing this world has faced"

I closed my eyes and pictured me and Ace kissing.

"Me and you" he whispered.

"Together" he whispered.

"No one can stop us" he whispered.

There was a knock at my door. I snapped out if it. I just hung up. I sighed and flopped on Sapnap's bed. I felt something under the covers.

"George, are you okay?" Sapnap said from the other side of the door.

"Yeah" I said as I lifted the cover.

There was some sort of diary. I grabbed it. I hesitantly opened it. The first entry was 2 years ago. I flipped to an entry. This was the day after Christmas.

"Horrible fucking day, George left and Dream is trying to move on with his day. He hasn't talked to me or anything. He is getting on my nerves. It was no ones fault for whatever the fuck just happened. It just unwrapped quickly. George did have a say, Dream hasn't been hanging out lately because of his girlfriend. She is too sketchy. She acts all innocent and clueless in front of Dream, I have seen her go into his room when she had to go to the "bathroom". I couldn't say shit. Dream and Jade kept contact after the breakup" It read.

I flipped to the next entry.

"Dream dug himself a hole. It's like I am not his friend, just someone to take his anger out on. He talks to me like if I am the reason George left. I am glad George is with Karl, if he stuck around Dream would have been arguing back and forth" it read.

I skipped a few entries.

"We are going to a new years party. I was invited, I didn't want to go because I know Dream would just try to find George the whole time. Karl and Quackity are there so I decided to go. Dream looks like he has been crying. I guess he realized his mistakes. I walked in on him laying down in his bed, he was holding the figurine George made in his hand. He looked upset. I am no fucking expert but that isn't healthy. He hasn't tried to get contact with him because he knows George doesn't want anything to do with him. This is the place where I can truly say what I want, a sort of vent. I have been told that George moved on, that will hurt Dream badly. I don't want to be the one that breaks the news. I am glad George is happy, but I am watching on the sidelines, watching my friends drift apart. Watching them get closer with others. Seeing them, knowing that they will never be the same. Nothing is going to ever go back to how it was. It was fun and harmless, now it's just chaotic. I feel like a side character. I want to help them but deep down inside I need the help. I can't tell anyone since there are more important matters in hand. I just have to keep smiling, even if my whole world is crumbling" it read.