Lies // DNF

Neck Pillow

"Sure" Dream said as I heard him grab his keys.

"Great now go" He said as he pushed me towards the door.

"I can finally make the calls I need to, to finalize gifts" Sapnap said as he shut the door.

I was standing there. Just facing the door. Dream grabbed my hand and took me to the car. He opened the door for me. He let go of my hand and walked to the other side of the car. We both got in and shut the door.

He started the car. He took a deep breath.

"So are you going to tell me what's wrong" He said as he started the car.

"What do you mean" I said as I looked out the window.

We began to pull out the driveway.

"You have been acting cold towards me and have been sucking up to Sapnap" He said as he gripped the steering wheel.

"I feel guilty" I said quietly.

"Guilty?" He said confused.

"I don't know why, I just feel guilty"

"Why?" (Dream)

"Did you not hear? I don't know why" I said as I sighed.

"When did you start feeling guilty" He asked.

"Like the day after...our..you know" I said groaned.

"Oh" he said quietly.

"Yeah" I mumbled.

"You know George, relationships aren't perfect" (Dream)

"They aren't always as perfect as people make it out to be. We only see what they want us to see. It's good to have communication, whenever something is wrong, you should come and talk to me. Any sort of change, talk to me George. It kills me when I have to take you and interrogate you" Dream said as he sighed.

"I am not the best with communication, you of all people should know that" I said annoyed.

"Sorry" I said quietly.

"It's fine, all I am saying is...maybe this relationship won't work out if you don't come and talk to me" He said hesitantly.

"Won't work out?" I said as I looked at him.

My eyes widened.

"Do you...want to break up?" I said as my voice trembled.

"What? No" He said in a softer voice.

"Then why would you even think that. It must have been on your mind for you to even speak about it" I said as tears formed in my eyes.

"I don't want to break up, all I was saying is, communication is something we need to work on" He said as he reached for my hand.

"That's not what you said" I said as I sniffled.

"Don't cry George. I never said I wanted to breakup" He said as he grabbed my hand.

"It seemed like that's what you were trying to hint at" I said as I wiped my tears with my free hand.

"George, I don't want to break up with you. I actually want to spend the rest of my life with you" He said as he grabbed my hand tightly.

"Are you going to propose to me in a car?" I said as I chuckled.

"Obviously not" He said as he laughed.

Time Skip

We were in the driveway. Dream turned the car off. He looked at me.

"So, about us" He said as he sighed.

"We are going to talk right now?" I said as I looked around.

"Yeah, now or never" (Dream)

I nodded my head.

"Did you actually want to have sex with me? Or was that just pity sex because of what happened before that. George you never have to do anything like that. Apologizing by having sex with me? You knew I didn't want to do anything unless you were ready. You telling me that you feel guilty after we had sex made me feel like you weren't really ready" He said heartbroken.

"Pity sex? Are you serious?" I said as I chuckled.

"I did want to, yk, it wasn't because I felt bad. I was prepared. As for the guilt, I think I just feel like this because I just slept with my best friend. Sapnap is my best friend too. I just had a sense of guilt" I said as I sighed.

"George, the best friend you slept with also happens to be your boyfriend. It's okay" He said as he chuckled.

"Yeah but a little part of me still thinks we are all just friends, like how it used to be. I just don't know how to explain it" I said frustrated.

"So in your head, having sex with me felt like a betrayal to Sapnap because we are all close with each other. As if we were never together and you just slept with me without him knowing" He asked.

"Yeah. It sounds stupid I know" I said ashamed.

"No no, I get it. A bit weird but I get it. It was our first time, we were bound to feel guilt" He said as held my hand.

"We?" I said confused.

He nervously chuckled.

"Well that night, I felt guilty knowing I had hurt you while we-" He said before I cut him off.

"You don't have to finish that" I said as I laughed.

"Well, I ended up doing so research and it's normal. It was our first time, it could've been not enough lubricant and simply the fact it's too bi-" He said before I cut him off again.

I covered his mouth with my hand.

"Don't finish that sentence"

He licked my palm so I could remove my hand from his mouth. I quickly removed it.

"Ew, did you just lick my hand" I said disgusted as I wiped it on his shirt.

"I am just stating the facts babe, it's not my fault I have a big di-" He said before I cut him off again.

I covered his mouth once again.

"I get it, no need to further continue this conversation. And don't even think about licking my hand again" I said annoyed.

He removed my hand off his mouth.

"Now that I have done some research..."He said as he kissed my hand as if I was some princess.

"I look forward to having sex with you again very soon" He said as he winked.

I scoffed and rolled my eyes.

I took my seatbelt off and began to get out the car. I grabbed my neck pillow and began to shut the door.

"I am also looking forward to it" I said as grinned.

"WHAT?!" I heard Dream shout as I shut the door.

I laughed as I walked to the front door.