Bad Choices || Auston Matthews

8

It's been a week since Auston and I hooked up, I haven't heard from him since. Not gonna lie, it hurts. I guess, I should've known better than to believe a guy when they say that they would never hurt me.

I also should've listened to Kody, Auston was just using me to get down my pants.

I decided to open Instagram, it's been a couple days since I checked my Instagram.

I scrolled for a couple minutes before I saw a post from Auston, it was a picture of him and another girl, captioned 'spending the day with this beauty❤'. I just about want to cry. What we had apparently meant nothing.

I have to get answers, I can't just sit here and sulk. I'm gonna go over to his house and tear into him.

I stomped out of my room and grabbed my keys off the hook. I walked out to my car, I wasn't wearing a jacket, I didn't care. My anger is keeping me warm.

I got into my car and put it into drive. I floored it all the way to Auston's, I ran a couple red lights but I don't care. I'm so pissed.

I got to Auston's house, his car wasn't in the driveway, but Mitch's girlfriend's car was. I'm not gonna take my anger out on her, she seems like such a sweet girl.

I parked my car and approached the front door. I rang the doorbell and after about thirty seconds, Steph answered the door.

"Hey girly!" She greeted. I smiled at her.

"Hey, is Auston here?" I asked.

"No, him and Mitch are at hockey practice, you can come in and we can wait for them to get back" she replied. I nodded as she let me in.

"I haven't seen you over here in a while, is everything okay?" She asked.

"Yeah, just haven't heard from Auston and I just wanna make sure he's okay" I told her, only telling her half of the truth.

"That's weird, he's always on his phone" she replied. I guess she doesn't know about this new girl either.

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We talked and talked for about an hour before Auston and Mitch walked through the door. Steph is such a nice girl, I can definitely see myself being friends with her.

When Auston and Mitch walked through the door, the color in Auston's face completely disappeared when he locked eyes with me.

"Auston, you and I need to have a talk" I said, sternly. He nodded nervously as I got up. We walked to his room and he shut the door behind him.

"It's nice to see you, Sadie" he stated.

"Cut the shit, Auston. We had sex and you stopped returning my calls and texts, what the fuck?" I spat.

"It was just sex, Sadie. It's not like we were in a relationship" he shrugged.

"Just sex?! Are you kidding me?! I trusted you! You said you wouldn't hurt me and you did!" I shouted, just about in tears.

"I don't know what you want me to say! I don't owe you any explanations!" He replied, throwing up his hands.

"You didn't need to pretend that you cared! You wasted my time! I could look past the fact that I had to find out that you have a girlfriend when I went on Instagram, but I will not look past the fact that you wasted my time and lied to me!" I yelled.

"Sadie, I-" he started to say before I cut him off.

"No, Auston! I really liked you and you took advantage of it to get down my pants!" I shouted. He looked down at the ground, ashamed.

"I'm sorry..." he said, quietly.

"Sorry isn't gonna cut it. Have fun with that new girl." I stated. As I was getting ready to walk out of the room, Auston grabbed my wrist.

"Sadie, that girl was my ex, she came back around after you went home. She wanted to try to work things out, I figured since we had only known each other for not even two weeks, it wouldn't hurt you at all if I stopped talking to you" he explained.

"Well, you still hurt me. I hope she's worth it." I snapped.

"If I stop talking to her, will you forgive me?" He asked.

"What so you can leave me in the dust for an ex again?" I asked.

"I'm sorry, Sadie. I'm so fucking stupid. I'm sorry. Please forgive me" he begged.

"I'll think about it." I said, walking out of his room. I'm still angry, I'm not sure if I'll forgive him but I need to think.

"You okay, Sadie? We heard you yelling at Auston" Steph asked as I approached the front door.

"I will be." I stated, simply.

"You wanna talk about it? Girl to girl?" She asked. I nodded, she got off of the couch and I followed her to her and Mitch's room.

"So... What exactly happened?" She asked.

"Like a week ago, Auston and I hooked up, and after that, he stopped talking to me. I thought he liked me because of all the sweet talk but I guess I was wrong. I could've lived with that, but then I find out he's seeing another girl when I went on Instagram" I explained.

"So, that's who he's been texting. You're the only girl he's talked about since he brought you home that one night" she replied.

"I just feel played. I feel like my time was wasted. I trusted him." I sighed, my eyes welling up with tears.

"He'll come to his senses. He's not very bright, hockey players generally aren't very bright but Auston has a tendency to screw  up good things" she explained.

"I should've known better than to go out of my way to wear his jersey" I mumbled.

"Whose jersey were you wearing?" She asked.

"Nylander" I replied.

"I can hook you up with him, if you want" she laughed. I playfully rolled my eyes.

"He's single, he's handsome, he's not as stupid as Auston" she replied, trying to sell him to me like a car.

"I don't think I can handle more heartbreak from another hockey player" I laughed.

"If not for a relationship, he'd probably be great for a night of fun" she chuckled.

"We'll see" I joked.

"Can I have your number? I'd love to hang out with you sometime" she asked.

"Of course!" I replied. We traded phones and put our numbers into them.

"Well, I should probably get going, I'll text you to set something up sometime!" I told her.

"See ya!" She said as I exited her room.

"Sorry that Auston is a bit of an idiot!" Mitch shouted from the living room as I was about to open the front door.

"It's cool! It's not your fault!" I replied as I walked out.

Auston really pissed me off but I got a new friend out of it.

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Hey! Sorry I haven't updated in so long! I have chronic migraines and I've been going through a flare up and it's been rough. I hope yall like the story though!