Bad Choices || Auston Matthews

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We just got back to Toronto a couple hours ago. Caleb just got put to bed, William and I are fooling around in his room. I'm hesitant to take off my shirt because Auston left bite marks on my titties. I can't come up with a good explanation for that.

I'll 100% lose William if he finds out about what Aus and I have been doing behind his back.

Will stopped kissing me and looked me dead in the eyes.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" I laughed. He grabbed my hands and continued to stare at me.

"Will?" I stated.

"I wanna take our relationship to the next level" he stated vaguely.

"William... I'm not ready to get married" I replied, nervously.

"No silly, I want us to move in together. We can look at houses for us to live in and for C to grow up in" he suggested.

"What if we don't work out?" I asked.

"Don't think about that" he replied.

"I have to. I need to make sure my son always has a roof over his head" I told him.

"If we ever go south, I'll never let my boy go without. I don't care how much we hate each other, he's like my son. I'll pick up whatever slack Auston leaves behind." He assured me.

"I thing we should move in together" I told him. I mean, we've spent the night together every night that he's in town since I was about twenty weeks pregnant with Caleb. It only makes sense for us to get a place of our own.

"Great. We'll start looking for a house after we come back from visiting my family" he smiled. His apartment is only one bedroom and I share a place with my brother.

"I love you" I told him. He leaned over and kissed me on the forehead.

"I love you too. How well did your trip go?" He asked. I really didn't talk about Auston or how things were going. I just told him about things we did and how Caleb was doing.

"It went okay. Auston and I bickered a lot. His family was lovely though" I mentioned.

"What did you guys argue about?" He asked.

"Everything. Literally. He always had to make some smart ass comment about anything I had to say" I told him, leaving out the part where we were fucking each other every night.

"Sounds like him" he chuckled.

"It was seriously annoying" I told him.

"I'll show you annoying" he joked, biting my neck. I turned around and pinned him to the bed.

"I like where this is going" he smiled. I straddled his hips and pressed my lips against his. He ran his hands up and down my body as we made out.

"I don't have any condoms" he told me after he pulled away from our makeout session.

"It's fine. I have the birth control in my arm" I told him. This will be our second time having sex since C has been born. I got cleared at six weeks but it was still super painful for me for a while. I sucked it up before I left for Arizona though- which is probably why it still hurt the first couple times I had sex with Aus in Arizona.

"Are you sure?" He asked. I nodded as I practically ripped my clothes off; he did the same.

He pushed me back on the bed and positioned himself between my legs.

"I'll be gentle" he whispered in my ear as he thrusted himself into me.

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"That was easily the best sex I have ever had" he panted as I cleaned myself up.

"Me too" I lied. I got spoiled by how hard Auston fucks me. William is more of a gentle and passionate lover. He makes sure that I'm comfortable and tries to make me feel good.

Auston fucks me so hard and rough that it feels like I might not be able to walk afterwards and oh my god it's a pain that feels so good.

I'm not saying William isn't good at sex but Aus really knows how to give it to me good.

"It didn't hurt you at all did it?" He asked as he pulled my body close to his. I shook my head 'no'.

"I'm glad to be able to do this with you again. I really missed doing this" he admitted.

"Me too" I replied, rolling over to peck him on the lips.

I don't know how long I can keep this secret but I can't hurt William.