Tranquility

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Nanginginig ako....

I swear, I never changed my username and password eversince.. Every log in ko, tama naman ah? But... Why??!?

Tears started to fall from my eyes... Wattpad is where I found my peace... My story, was already a part of my life, my readers are now my family, wrtiting is my passion, but this happened? Am I a bad person, to experience this stuff?

Oa man kung oa, but that's where my happiness came from.. We all have that one thing we cannot live without, and mine is writing.

My vision starts to get blurry, my laptop was already wet from my tears, and my face were full of sweats.

I don't have the energy to move. All I knew that it is already mid-night, but it didn't bothered me at all.

I texted Aika and Keiffany, for some help, kasi mas may alam sila sa ganito.

To: Kei 👉😎

hi, goodeves kei. Do you know how to retrieve accounts po? I'm already freaking desperate here :<

Sunod ko namang tinext si Aika.

To: @iKa

Hoy, do u know how to retrieve accounts? Please help me.

Ang alam ko tulog na ata sila kasi hindi na nagrereply. But to my suprise Aika replied to me, after 10 minutes.

From: @iKa

Why? What happened?

From: @iKa

Sad to say, pero no bestie. D ko alam mga ganyan 😭. I wanna help but I can't.

To: @iKa

Oh okey thankyouuuu Aika😠

Night has already passed, but I still didn't have enough sleep.

Bungad agad sa 'kin ang sinag ng araw mula sa aking bintana.

Tumayo ako mula sa kama, at tinignan ang sariling repleksiyon sa salamin. I looked so absurd. My eyes were all puffy, and my hair is freaking tangled.

I still don't feel the hype inside me. I didn't feel the same Leu, these past days.

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"Hoy alam mo ba? Ang ganda ng panaginip ko kagabi–" tili ng babaeng nasa harap ko.

What if, hindi na babalik yung account ko? Tanggapin ko nalang ba ang katotohanan? Na... Wala na?

"Ito kasi yon, una nag-shopping daw ako tas–"

No there must be a way.. Hindi ko hahayaang ganito 'to. Baka may makakatulong sakin? Oo tama, don't loose hope.

Nabalik ako sa realidad nang sinampal ako ni Ivy, pero mahina lang ito.

"Huh? Ah, oo" gulat kong saad.

Tinaasan niya ako nang kilay, "What happened to you? Kanina ka pa tulala, at saka 'yang pancake mo hindi pa nagalaw. Mabuti pang ibigay mo nalang sakin yan, kesa mauunahan ka pa sa langaw, sayang"

I deeply sighed, and sliced a bit of my pancake.

Ivy snapped her fingers in-front of me, "Leu kasi e'. Ano bang nangyari? Tungkol ba yan kay Cyan? Ano? May away ba ang nang-yari–"

I shook my head, and not saying a single word.

Ivy sighed in defeat. "Fine. Kung ano man 'yang problema mo, I hope that everything will be fix soon, I hope that everything will be okay, in the near future" she said, and took a sip of her coffee. "And hey, nandito rin ako para pakinggan lahat. Just like how you comforted me back then at your apartment"