Our Germ//UshiSakuAtsu//Mafia AU

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Osamu's P.O.V ~

It's been a while since I last saw my twin brother openly cry in front of me so when the door to our house slammed open and loud sobs were heard as stomping feet came towards my room I was curious at first but that soon changed as Tsumu came running in with his face a mess and fat tears streaming down his face.

"Samu!!", he cried out with pure pain in his voice as he came and threw himself onto my bed where I sat and he curled up in my lap with his tears now soaking my jeans.

"What's wrong, Tsumu? Are you hurt anywhere?", I asked frantically as he bawled his eyes out in my lap with loud gasps and sobs escaping his lips.

I gently stroked his blonde hair in a calming manner and tried to calm him down so he'd be willing to tell me what the problem was but this round of tears didn't seem to be ending soon as his red eyes continued to water every time he stopped to catch his breath.

This continued for about ten minutes before he finally stopped with a hiccup and he rubbed his already swollen eyes with sniffles and heavy breaths escaping him.

"Hey, Tsumu? Do you wanna talk about it?", I gently asked him in the softest voice I could as to not startle him.

"I-", he paused and didn't say anything for a minute after that as he continued sniffling.

"I don't think I can keep this up Samu", was what he finally uttered as he rubbed his face again.

"Keep what up? Is it your boyfriends that's got you crying like this? Do I need to go threaten them", I said with complete seriousness because no way in hell was I gonna let them hurt my brother, even if they were mafia bosses I would still attempt murder on them if they did anything to hurt Tsumu.

"N-no they didn't do anything, this is just me being ridiculous I think", he said with a sigh and I continued rubbing his hair to let him relax as he went to speak once again.

"Today I went to meet their parents because I remember they made that announcement that they were coming?", he explained and I hummed in response since I did have the squad doing training but he sent out a group announcement saying we could calm down since things were settled for now so I let the team just go home, hence me being in my bed.

"Yeah so their mom just had a son with her new husband and the baby was so adorable and cute with his chubby face, but the problem was once I saw how Sakusa and Ushijima were reacting with the baby I thought they would make great parents but with me I cannot give them any kids Samu... I can't stand the thought of them being with someone else but I can't give them a normal life at all, I don't even deserve them at all, they need a better person than me...", listening to Atsumu downgrade himself compared to those two came as a shock to me since Tsumu never showed any insecurities towards me but it was also sad to hear my twin making himself seem less than them.

"I really think they shouldn't be with me at all since they could have someone a lot better than me, probably a nice lady with huge boobs that can pop out kids like a baby machine or something...", Tsumu was rambling now and I decided it was time to shut up his bullshit.

"Tsumu why did you start dating them in the first place?", I asked him and he stopped talking and seemed to be thinking about what I'd said.