Self-love and acceptance (for a spiritual teen)

month 4: dec 2021

[my exam month :')) ]

i am incredibly grateful for all my blessings. i am grateful for my family, my resources and privileges. i am grateful for my time and my bright future that i can shape as i want.

i am incredibly intelligent, quick-witted and sensibly judgemental. i am diligent in pursuing my goals and dreams, and i attract luck in all of my endeavours. my choices are guided by god and the universe, making me a magnet for success. 

i am skilled at math and the sciences. i have a logical understanding of every language i learn.

i know the answer to every math, physics and chemistry problems in a single glance. my familiarity and understanding of concepts, critical thinking skills and analytical skills aid me in all the exams i write. i am the top student in the public exams and i am a force to be reckoned with.

i talk less and work more. my grades and intelligence speak for themselves. i am favoured by god and the universe. i am able to handle any situation that presents itself to me. as a lone wolf, i am able to succeed and rise above the herd that thoughtlessly cast me aside.

although kind and polite, i am never stupid or sociable. i avoid the social scene and take control of my own life, leading myself to success. i never spare a minute to think of back-stabbers and double-crossers. i possess humility but i refuse to be a doormat to ego-maniacs.

i am protected from all social evils by my ability to be socially invisible. i use my status as a social chameleon to expertly not disclose my secrets and anything about myself to anyone. i am a magnet for good grades and extraordinary ranks. 

i am free of unnecessary thoughts like sympathy and empathy. over-thinking is a foreign trait to me. i am incredibly quick at escaping sticky situations and i am therefore extremely good at choosing which path i follow.

i am extremely motivated towards achieving my goals and i am singularly focused on bettering myself and working hard and smart for my incredibly bright future. i am constantly aware and mindful of my only goal in life. i am constantly and tirelessly working for my goal. 

i never feel guilt for being selfish when i feel like it. when i need self-care and healing, i allow myself to shut everyone out, no matter what.

i am guided by my mentors to the absolute top position. the position is almost handed to me on a gold platter, and all i have to do is extend my arms out, to receive it. i extend my arms by working hard and smart, by being extremely clear and organized and by seeking out the right people who will help me grow.

i am able to harness my abundant and infinite potential to success and motivation. i am able to prove everyone who underestimated me wrong and i am able to exceed all great expectations from my well-wishers. 

i am above and beyond the trivialities of the entertainment world. my only entertainment is my vision for the future.

my hope and faith further catalyse me towards my goals. my social standing motivates me to work so hard, that i won't even have to care about society anymore. i am favoured by god and the universe. all outputs of my affirmations are positive and beneficial.

i am at a very healthy weight and i am growing to my desired height. i am able to exercise everyday and my mental health is peaceful. despite the calm, i have a storm of determination and motivation within me. 

i am extremely intuitive and aware. i am incredibly grateful for all that i have.