month 10: june 2022

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i am smart and precise with my choices. i am extremely blessed with abundance and happiness and am incredibly grateful for all that i possess. i feel no stress and am always calm and level-headed. i possess the ability to look straight to the roots of a problem and can easily overcome it. 

i am quick to move on from any situation. i am able to keep myself away from distractions by constantly reminding myself of my goal. i never forget how close i am to achieving my goal. i have a calm confidence in all situations and am able to overcome all bouts of anxiety. i fearlessly move forward in life and reap the benefits of my hard work with a smile on my face.

i am able to accept my rewards and blessings without feeling unnecessary guilt. i never forget my roots and maintain my humility, but i do not bother to look back at the past.

i am quick and extremely intelligent. i am extremely motivated and determined, even if the situation is grim. i am a beacon of positivity and manage to keep myself happy and motivated, no matter what. i am able to be selfish without feeling guilt, in order to achieve my goal. i am singularly focused on getting admitted to my dream college with my dream score.

i possess the ability to cut out all toxicity and negativity in my life. i  am protected ny god and the universe against all negativity and unnecessary situations. i am happy but never content and constantly strive for the life i wish to have. i am  always evolving into best and most powerful version of myself.

i do not daydream and stay focused on the task at hand. i have the strong will power that i need to achieve my dream. i am always aware that i am in a marathon and not a mere race. i do not take unnecessary and unwarranted breaks. 

i am willing to pull all stops to achieve my dream. i do not slack off or delude myself. i am able to overcome all kinds of criticism and scrutiny and rise like a phoenix. i retain my memories as motivation to work hard and smart. i never forget any of the lessons i have learned and constantly grow my love for learning. 

i am extremely interested in my subjects and genuinely believe i can bring a change to the world by achieving my dream. god and the universe favor my will. i am never forced to settle for anything lesser than i want. i am able to pull off all of my plans. 

i surprise myself and the people around me with the depth of my knowledge, luck and accuracy. i am able to showcase my talents where i absolutely need to. my potential to achieve doesn't lie dormant when i am attempting exams that matter to me.

i am productive and a master of deception. i am intelligent and calculative, and i never underestimate what i'm dealing with. i am always well prepared to face anything with courage and confidence. i am able to accept ad face my reality as it is, and implement the changes i wish to see. i am able to stun every person who underestimated me with my infinite potential and the heights of my achievements.

i am loyal and do not forget those who stood by me during my hard times. my positive outlook on life helps me remember that the darkest hour is just before dawn. i have infinite amount of hope and faith in god and the universe. i am ever grateful for all that i possess and all that is in store for me.

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random life update:

ok guys, so over the next three months (june,  july and august 2022) i will have to face the exams that i've been preparing for, for the past two years. and while two years is honestly not that long, i do still hope and wish that it's enough.

i mean, i know people who've prepared for 5-6 years (they made it). but in comparison (please don't compare yourselves to others, guys) the time and energy i spent is far lesser. since the selection criteria is rank-based, i am a little worried. but hey, fingers crossed, if i do make it- then perhaps my lil' journal served it's purpose.

which brings me to my point. post-august i don't think i'll be writing scripting journals anymore. honestly, i've reached the point where people normally get sick of routine? but being the old soul that i am, i plan on sticking to this till the end of this journey. and coincidentally, it ends at the 12 month mark! (real coincidence because the exams got postponed lol)

so after august, i'll be sticking to my monthly routine, but be back with real, honest self-love and acceptance tips. until then, wish me luck if you're reading this! 

stay blessed. x.

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full moon on june 14

i release all stress and tension. i let go of lack of confidence. i let go of blind beliefs and uncalculated risks. i release all negative and unwanted energies holding me back.

i am freeing myself from toxic relationships. i let go of poor health and unhealthy mindsets and habits. i let go of feelings of inferiority, superiority, underconfidence and overconfidence. i let go of limiting thoughts and actions. i am slowly letting go of my tendencies to overreact. i do not attract negativity, i do not entertain the idea of bad things happening to me.

i do not forget what i've studied for all my life. i let go of forgetfulness, nervousness and unnecessary anxiety. i let go of stupidity, idiotic bravery and unnecessary extraversion. i let go of poor decision making tendencies and i no longer speak without thinking first. i release all unnecessary chaos and thoughts.

i let go of unnecessary memories and people. i let go of anything that dares to interrupt my dreams and peace.

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