Self-love and acceptance (for a spiritual teen)

positivity

it's hard to stay positive at all times, i KNOW. but i couldn't emphasise more on how much positivity helps in your manifestation. never ever lose hope, unless it's a done deal.

so for the past 3 weeks, i've been waiting on my results for my june exam. i knew my score(which is not good), but not my rank- and my rank is actually something that matters more than my actual score.  but despite all those days of self-doubt and borderline negativity, i did achieve my goal. which is to just make it to the next level. 

the days post that exam were really challenging and just hard to get through. during the course of that time, i applied for three other institutes and didn't get into any of them... it broke my heart to see my friends get accepted into those prestigious universities while i was just sitting at home feeling dejected and awaiting my results for the only exam i ever prepared for. sounds a bit ridiculous, doesn't it? i didn't even want to go to those universities, so there's ABSOLUTELY nothing to be sad about, is what i told myself to stay positive. and trust me, it definitely paid off.

my point is, you only really get what you truly want. maybe the price for getting what you ACTUALLY WANT is getting what's just 'acceptable' weeded out beforehand. peer pressure is a scary thing that can be a huge catalyst to bad mental health. so if you're awaiting results, just go on a vacation! kidding, but i do hope you get what i mean. it's just useless to think about others at a crucial period where your goals and dreams are at stake.

so no matter how hard things get, remind yourself of that little light at the end of the tunnel. maybe you've just entered the tunnel, maybe you're halfway in or almost out. it doesn't matter, because you WILL be out sooner or later.

better times are awaiting you so try not to waste your time and energy by feeling sad. you're never alone in a struggle, not in this highly populous planet. talk to your friends and family or even just type things into some space online. i can assure you, you'd feel less lonely and much more positive.

if you've been nothing but sincere in working for what you want- you'll definitely get the reward you deserve. it is most important to believe in yourself when no one else does. so stay positive and keep working for your goal. then, the entire universe will favour you. good luck!