Self-love and acceptance (for a spiritual teen)

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alright guys. so far, i'd been hoping to qualify for my dream college's entrance. and sometime around three weeks ago, i did! 

unfortunately my score wasn't good enough for me to decide to settle for the 'second-best' institutes... so i had to give it a final go, you know?

and guys, i think the manifestation thing works if and only if you truly, genuinely believe that you deserve whatever you want. and of course, consistently put in the efforts for it. from my experience, i'd say this is the part where i kinda missed out. (because deep down, i get super lonely so i never say 'no' if someone wants to 'hang out') all this truly hurt my preparation to a certain extent and i didn't actually have much hope left.

but yeah... here i am! do wish me luck guys... in around 10-12 hours, i'll be writing the exam that'll decide if i can make it to my dream institute. i feel like i'm not ready, for some reason but oh well. it had to happen someday, right?

i'll be back at around the second week of september with results and some of my key takeaways. until then, stay blessed.

not gonna  lie, i'm actually really scared...

xx