Self-love and acceptance (for a spiritual teen)

month 5: jan 2022

happy new year!!

new year, new me.

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i am extremely intelligent and humble. i am aware of social nuances and handle every situation with ease. i am extremely beautiful, calm and level-headed, making me very approachable.

i am singularly focused on my goals in life and i am compassionate enough to help those who seek my help.

i am extremely quick, able-bodied, able-minded, smart and sharp. i can read a room very well and know all the right things to say to get the output i desire.

i am skilled at math, physics and chemistry. computer science is a subject that i absolutely love and am really good at. i am skilled at research and project work- and leave everyone including myself, stunned with the quality of my knowledge, research and reports. 

i am detached from trivialities like movies, music, pop culture, celebrities, personal lives of others, gossip, etc. although my social circle is expanding, it only happens due to the merit of my character, my achievements, my goals and shared interests.

i am agreeable and extremely likeable. i speak with clarity and share my thoughts and ideas with confidence. i carry myself confidently with perfect posture and a perfect smile.

i stand tall and straight, with confidence and pride of my achievements and goals. i am courageous and chase my dreams with complete focus. i am in no way shy or timid. i am a force to be reckoned with.

i am able to control my mind and my thoughts. i fill myself with positive thoughts and flush out all negativity. i fill myself with determination and intellect.

i am aware of my resources and advantages, and i employ and exploit them to the fullest extent ruthlessly. i use my time wisely and never spare a minute on anything that won't help me achieve my goal. everything i do catalyses me closer and closer to my goal, in leaps and bounds.

i am never tardy and never apologetic when i am not wrong. i am sincere and determined. i am motivated and a hard and smart worker. i am a marvel to my friends and family. i am loving and i love myself. i prioritise self care and exercise regularly. 

i am at a healthy and desired weight. i am always clean and hygienic. i am always alert and observant. i do not act unlike myself to 'fit in' and possess my personality with pride. i am proud and humble about my identity.

i never feel sleepy unless i am done. i don't give up on my everyday tasks and i never procrastinate. at the end of the day, i don't seek frugal entertainment and sleep with the satisfaction of having worked hard and learned something new. i expand my knowledge and present it unapologetically. 

i am quick to get over things and i have great foresight. i look forward to and constantly work towards a bright future. i unleash my full potential on my tasks and work for my dreams like a starved lion hunting for its prey. i am never distracted because i never think of anything but my goal.

i am omnipresent and manage my work and life very well. my social life is a mere catalyst to push me further towards my goals.

above all, i am humble and retain the nicer and positive parts of my personality. i am aware of the fact that everything that i possess is a mere gift from god and the universe. 

i am also aware that i should always strive to be more than what i think is my everything. i will seamlessly work on my character and be a more humane person.

i am extremely grateful and thankful to god, the universe, the world and the people around me for shaping me into who i am now. i will work towards and grow into this best and desired version of myself.