Self-love and acceptance (for a spiritual teen)

month 12: august 2022

i am incredibly smart and deserving. i am extremely lucky and blessed. i am showered with abundance and even the smallest efforts from my side yield big results. 

i am at a healthy weight and a healthy mindset. my greed is reasonable because i have put in all the required efforts. god and the universe favour me and i am able to manifest all that i have ever wanted. as a result of my good grades, my dream college and even the universities i wouldn't dare to dream of are willing to accept me. 

i am able to make sensible plans and execute them with absolute precision. every person who supported me through my journey will be happy and proud of my achievement. i possess the ability to not even think about the nay-sayers and the people who doubted my capabilities.

i will walk forward to the glorious future i have always dreamed of with utmost confidence, without looking back at my past. i have the capacity to cope with all incidents, no matter the nature or magnitude. i stay calm and collected, even when surrounded with chaos. i attract positive people and an optimistic lifestyle. 

i am singularly focused on achieving my goal and am not bothered with people or incidents that try to drag me down. channeling my emotions in a healthy manner, i put in sincere efforts to reach my fullest potential. i do not expect too much from others and keep myself as self-sufficient as possible. i ensure that i am happy and healthy at all times.

i stay alert and guarded at all times, prepared to face even the most unexpected. i do not let myself get beat down by my surroundings and keep my hopes and dreams alive and well at all times. i am a valuable person and the people around me and i are well aware of that. 

the universe filters out the people who i needn't be associated with and ensures that i am able to preserve my positive energy. i am able to identify friend and foe in a reasonable manner. no matter how unfamiliar the territory, i am able to follow my mind and heart to make a good decision.

i am grateful for all that i possess but i never let my hunger for more die down. despite circumstances, i am able to face all the odds and make myself a more experienced, successful person. i do not let go of my hope, no matter the situation. i am grateful for all my blessings and am a person worthy of all that i wish to and already do possess.

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life update:

here we are! at the 12-month mark!! i'm a week late this time because, well... my results were supposed to be out this week-ish. unfortunately, they're not yet out and i really don't know if i will make it much further. but if i do (fingers crossed), i will be sure to let y'all know.

but honestly, the past week was pretty nerve-wracking and i did learn a thing or two about acceptance. so the next chapter will be on the same... until then, stay blessed guys!

xx