Never Be The Same - A Mamamoo Moonbyul-Yi Fanfiction (gxg)

Chapter 4

Swithene's POV

      I was naive... Too naive that it led me to this. A very strong emotion that I never knew it would destroy me.

  I always thought that she was cool even though most of her friends made fun of me for entertainment. Yeah,  I can't read the room.  I didn't want her friends but I wanted her. 

   I took her silence as a sign that she's not like them but I should've listen to my mother because the last time I made out with that girl, I was already signing my death plan.

 I sighed. Good thing I learned it the hard way and picked myself up and did my best to pamper me and make myself feel like I worth something despite what happened. I was too broken that mother's words all these years finally buried in my stubborn 18 year old mind.

  Eversince that day, I ignored Byul and pretended she never existed and switched classes to completely be away from her just up until I moved to another country. My mom thought it was best for the good of my education and I thought it was best because 1, I don't have to listen to her nag about the Moon Family and 2, I don't have to see Moonbyul ever again and I can live my college life in peace as if that never happened.

   Though when I studied there, I found out she took over the company right after she graduated college with a degree. Good for her I guess..

 If your wondering why I'm reminiscing about all these is because I'm reviving the pain to keep myself hating her and here I am getting disappointed at myself because just when I thought I killed the old Cambria, Byul managed to revive her in just one f*cking night!

  It's getting frustrating that I didn't realize I was spacing out instead of doing my work.

I can't let that happen. I'll win... You'll see! I'll kill this stupid feeling and make sure she'll never come back.

Moon Byul-yi's POV

  I rolled over the bed and touched the empty area where she slept. It's still warm. I unconsciously smiled and scooch closer to her place and inhaled her scent. I missed this scent that keeps me obsessing over her, those luscious lips tempting me to kiss her... I missed her so much.

   She gave me comfort, yet I regret I couldn't give her the security she needed back then. 

  I was a coward. In this time, I'd do everything in my power to get what I longed... By hook or by crook.

Swithene's POV

   I leaned back on my swivel chair. I feel so so tired to even focus on what I was reading. I rubbed my face in frustration . I have not a minute of rest from thinking about what happened last night. 

It's upsetting that I... kind of like- No! No! I don't! What the h*ll am I thinking?! I sound like A F*CKING EASY  GIRL OR SOMETHING!

"Ma'am, may I come in?"

"No- I-I  mean.. Yeah.. Yes... Please." My assistant Cecil came in with my report of today's event. We're quite close with each other since we have been friends before she worked here and let me tell you she takes care of me a lot.

 "You look a little f*cked up today, are you okay?" she asked.

"Oh please, I know." I groaned.

"Anyways, what else are for today?"

"Right, so you have an appointed meeting with Mr. Duke from the Tech Company at noon and other than that, a launching is going to take place at 3pm sharp."

  "Ah yes, can I request for someone to go to the event in my stead because I have a parents' meeting at around 2-4 pm." I asked.

 "Of coarse Cam. Also, before I forget, someone came  to send you an invite."My brows furrowed.

 "An invitation?"

"Yes." she pulled out an envelope from her clipboard but I figured I'm quite busy to open it right now. It's probably just a wedding invitation which is not much of  a big deal so I shoved it in my bag.

 I instantly groaned. dreading the workload piled at me.

 "No, Consistency is key! Aight b*tch, back to work!" I sighed to myself.

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I feel so worn out already but I still have to go to Lisanna's meeting. I was just done meeting with Mr. Duke.

  I thought it's some serious meeting but we ended up talking about personal stuff casually. Not gonna lie, it did drain me a lot today. A knock on the car window caught my attention. I realized we're already here when Cecil ushered me to come out.

  I stretched my arm and went on my way inside the school . Of coarse people were staring at me since I looked overly dressed to just be attending the homeroom meeting.

(her outfit below)

  However, I'm here for my little girl, Lisanna. I did asked Cecil to treat themselves some ice cream and come pick me up when I text for them because she might  get bored waiting for me inside the car

"Oh hey, didn't expect to see you  here Swiden." I froze, recognizing that voice. I turned only to find her in her usual work suit and her usual cocky smirk.

(her outfit)

"What are you doing here?" I crossed my arm over my chest. Her presence itself ticks me off.

"What do you mean 'what am I doing here'? I came for my Genesis's homeroom meeting." I mentally slapped. Of coarse she has a little sister that's the same age as Lisanna, how could I forget?! I didn't know they go to the same school and I never seen her joining homeroom before.

  "Why? You thought I came for you?" she smirked.  I scoffed in annoyance

. This woman...

"In your little dreams." I sneered.

"Oh really? Because the last time I checked, I had a dream you were breathing heavily last night." my mouth literally gaped open as blood literally rose up to my cheeks. I quickly turned away from her. How dare she brought that up!

 "F*ck you!" I replied.

"F*ck me? Right now? I mean.." I heard her chuckle.  I turned back to her and gave her a disgusted look.

"Go to church!" I yelled at her before turning my heels and go.

She never changed!

to be continued...