Swithene's POV
"Can.. I have a word with you?" I subtly fiddled on my fingers as I watched her tuck both Genesis and Lisanna before closing the light. I stood outside a little longer making sure that the two girls already fell asleep after Byul red them a bed time story.
Observing her during this trip, I've seen one of irresistible side of her. From caring for my siblings like her own, the lovable, responsible and kind not only as an older sister but as a person in general. Why is she so nice everyone?
I don't get it. I might be too greedy and I know I shouldn't feel this way but seems like those things added in the fuel to light the certain fiery urge I've been shoving and putting away for a long time. This time, I don't even have any good reason to keep this feeling at bay.
I waited for her to close the kids' room and crossed her arms, as if waiting for me to speak up. Just with this distance itself can make my hands cold. "In your room..."
She rose a brow and breathed out, "Fine. It better be quick."
I bit my lip feeling it bubbling inside me again. I'm intimidated when she looks mad at me like that. Nevertheless, It didn't scare this feeling off but rather feed it off with just one look.
She took the lead to their room and closed the door once we get inside.
She shifted her weight to the bed and looked at me, "Now, what are we about to talk about?" she crossed her arms.
"A-Are you mad?" I asked, timidly. She rose her brow. "Why would I be?"
"I'm sorry." I apologized. Not only because of what I said that offended her but also for doing these thing next.
"Cut the b*llsh*t Swithen, what do you wan-" I quickly grabbed her collar and planted my lips on hers.
It left her surprised with my sudden bold action. She always does what she want with me and I've realized it's getting a little unfair that I don't get to do what I want. At this moment, this is what I want to do.
It left us both frozen and surprised.
"What the f*ck are you trying to do?!" she asked, confusion and shock written all over her face as she grabbed my hands. I'm not sure if she meant it in an angry way but it somehow left me embarrassed. All the alcohol in my system suddenly disappeared and I was only left with shame.
What... Am I doing?
"I... I'm so sorry." I immediately left her room and ran back to my room with the music blaring through the karaoke speaker and Wendy's voice invading my ears on the way down the hall.
I quickly covered my face with my pillow, as if attempting to suffocate myself due to how embarrassing I've manage to do to myself on the first night of the trip. I have come to a conclusion that I don't trust myself with Moon Byulyi when I drink. I become like this.
"Sh*t... Sh*t.. Sh*t... I'm so stupid, I'm so stupid. Floor, swallow me right now so I wont have to face Byul in the morning." I silently prayed. I don't know what has gotten into me but eversince we got here and drink, I've had the urge to have her lips on mine even for just a pitiful millisecond. I wanted to feel them and savor them. But pushing those urge only led me to want to do it more than anything. I didn't want to want this.
A knock jumped me out from my train of thoughts and quickly fixed myself. If Yong or Maria sees me like this then they'd most definitely ask what was going on and what did I do to pull this kind of expression.
I cleared my throat before opening the door, only for me to be slammed to the wall with a hand and was met with the same pair of lips that I wanted to taste so bad. I thought my heart sank when she suddenly locked the door and I was faced with icy gaze.
"You started it.. Finish it." I gulped at her demand.
"I'm sorry-"
"F*ck your sorry and finish what you started." she gritted her teeth and pushed me towards her before devouring my lip. The sensation made my legs give in. In which gave Byul the idea of placing me on the bed before kissing me torridly.
I'm nervous.. And I'm scared. But I want to be selfish and think of myself for once.
"Hey..." I looked up at her who was already on top of me. "Do you want this?" she asked, her eyes mellowed down when she saw the unpleasant emotion pooling in my eyes.
"I'm.. I'm scared to show you." I avoided looking at her. "Show me what?"
"How bad I want you...to touch me." she closed her eyes and looked down at me.
"You have no idea how good that makes me feel." Her expression relaxed and leaned just few inches away from me.
"Then.. Let your body show me how badly you wanted it." she whispered in my ear, I couldn't contain myself from sighing at such heated remark.
"There's no need to be scared when it's just the two of us." she suddenly had the tip of her tongue lick up to my neck, making me hold unto her arm tightly due to the sudden wet yet warm contact.
Her hands began caressing unto my thighs making me squirm at the contact. Her hands are so warm and her touch were so gentle. I was eager to have her fingers wrapped around me that I initiated on unbuttoning my shirt as she took off her jacket while our lips remained in contact.
I quickly pushed her towards the headrest and sat on her lap, exhibiting the same sensation she gave me with my lips.
"Slow down.. Slow down hun." she pushed her head back and grabbed my shoulder in place.
"Eager, aren't you?" she chuckled lowly, making me blush at her comment.
"I'm sorry..."
"No, no it's okay. I love that..." she pushed my hair back and leaned forward to me, allowing me to get all the crumbs of sensation she left me to feel
"But for now, Let's take it slow.. I don't want to finish everything just yet. Let me take the time savoring what's in front of me." she said, slowly taking off the rings from her hand and putting it on the side table before shifting my position to be under her in just one swift movement.
"This can be our little secret if you want." she whispered and kissed me all over my chest. I gasped when she caught the weakest spot and sucked on the delicate area. I couldn't stop myself from calling her name in between my moans to my surprise she stopped and leaned back at me.
"Be quite."
I bit my tongue as I readied my hands, gripping on the sheets taking in everything I could not to make any noise. She held my chin up gently to look at her.
"Wouldn't wanna make your friends hear us right?" she tilted her head and smirked before fixing herself in between my legs.
My chest felt like it's about to be ripped apart due to how hard my heart has been pounding. Just for tonight, I let her dominate everything I have.
This time, I won't even mind if we act like nothing happened the next day... As long as I get what I want tonight.
to be continued...
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