Never Be The Same - A Mamamoo Moonbyul-Yi Fanfiction (gxg)

Chapter 21

  Moonbyul's POV

     I might be viewed as a dominant and unemotionally self-centered person but I have no plans to change what they think of me nor did I thought of it as an insult. It's the truth. I put myself first before everyone else. I am aggressive in getting what I want and I never stop or even slow down to get it. But for her.. I remained in a slow pace.

  I bet we're already at the peek of our emotional roller coaster ride that I lost the remaining strength I have in me to hold back and ended up diving with it. I've held it in for too long and I wanted to let all these feelings stored in me for years loose. I know if my dad were alive, I would've been kicked out of the household and stripped off my last name as a Moon.

 Looking at her like this, sleeping peacefully after an intense blissful deed was the most seraphic moment I have ever seen in my entire life. It  was like I was being recharged and extend a lifespan of another century. I gently caressed her cheek with the back of my hand.

Where did your glasses go?  I chuckled at myself. I am very aware she had lasik surgery after college. Why? Because I was the first to know she came back to the country before anyone else and have them fixed after graduation.

  As I have expected, she indeed gained lots of attention mostly from men. I wouldn't deny how ethereal she looks as she was rank as one of the beautiful business women featured on the  business magazine once.

  We both didn't have self control with ourselves that this happened. It happened very quick and she was just to irresistible to ignore.

 I know she wouldn't want anybody else know about this. Perhaps, because she's ashamed that she's been wanting to sleep with the person other people know she hated and hurt her? I would also see myself as a walking red flag back then too. I don't even know how she became attracted and have put up to that bad girl dramatics.

 But regardless, I am happy... I'm happy that I get to touch her like this again and I didn't mind being Cambria Swithene Myoung's dirty little secret.

 I want to grab the chance I get to bring back everything and revive what we left off. Waiting for more than 10 years was enough for me to lose my mind after being spoiled with such attention and affection from her. Her leaving to another country was like the feeling of a little toddler when her baby bottle was being immediately pulled away after an hour of being hungry.

I did crave to follow her....

 But alas, Even people like me have chains around their neck.

Young Moonbyul-yi's POV

     Waking up early, do morning rituals, be at the table by 6:30 and leave to school by 7:30 was the only morning routine I know and grew up too because that way, being obedient could keep my dad satisfied and happy.

   I was under the control of my own father. He did everything to mold me into a perfect successor of the Moon Empire as I am the eldest. Callisto was still merely a child and I was the perfect choice based on my father's intuition. F*ck his intuition.

  He controlled everything and I thought it was normal as he is the man of the house. But deep in me, I know I'd be someone far more better than him.

 Father can control how I should be trained as the investment for the future of the company and putting the pressure on my shoulder at a young age. He too controlled how many and what kind of friends I should hang out with.

 But having control over someone has it's limits. I wouldn't realize that if not for Swiden.

 He can mold me however he wants me to be as a person but unfortunate for him, the only thing he couldn't control was... how my heart beats for her. It was too fiery that it burned the rules I must follow into nothing but ashes.