Never Be The Same - A Mamamoo Moonbyul-Yi Fanfiction (gxg)

Chapter 33

Swithene's POV

    "Are you really sure you don't want to go to the reunion?" Byul asked for the nth time today. Still, the answer remain the same. No.

 "Babe, I can only wait for you outside. I'm not coming in." I gave her the look. We've talked about this lots of times yet she seems so adamant on taking me.

"I'm getting a little concern. The weathers gonna be really bad for the next few days. I can't leave you out on a chilly night." she held a disturbed look. I tilted my head. "What's wrong?" I asked.

 "Baby..." she trailed and sat on the lounge, holding my hand. "... I want to give you the closure you need." she kissed my hand.

 "Byul, I'm fine." I tried giving her a big smile but I know she saw the deep pain in my eyes. "I'm right here for you. You know that, right?" I slightly nodded my head.

 "Would you believe me if I said I'm not scared anymore?" she asked. "What are you talking about love?" My brows furrowed. Her? Scared of what?

 "You got nothing to be scared of. What do you mean?" I asked. She shook her head, "Trust me on this. I'll take you out of your dark place." she cupped my cheeks. "Babe, you really didn't have to." I mumbled.

  "No, because I...I caused this. I'll fix it. Just.. Let me." she knelt and bowed on the floor. My eyes widen. "Byul, stand up! Why are you doing this?" I asked in complete panic but she never move even an inch. "Stand up right now baby, The floor is dirty." I quickly grabbed her arm and embraced her.

 When I did, I felt her shoulders shook as she trembled in tears. Constantly mumbling an apology to me over and over again. What is going on with her?

"Shh.. It's okay.. It's okay love." I tried soothing her back. "I just had to do it. I'm sorry.. I'm sorry." she mumbled to herself. I tried not to cry seeing her shattered.

 "Don't hate me.." I quickly cupped her cheeks and looked at her in the eye.

"Hey, Hey. I don't hate you okay? I love you. I love you so much okay?" looking at her eyes, she looks so fragile.

"You... love me?" I nodded, confirming it. She sighed and embraced me.

 "Yeah.. Yeah.. We're together." she sighed. "It's not too late."

 I'm starting to question Byul's behavior. She's been a little fragile lately, she cries lot and wouldn't let me go home. I had to sleep in one of her penthouse to handle her.

I didn't even notice she pulled me back to bed and wrapped herself around me comfortably like a human size teddy bear. Her behavior is contagious. I get emotional when she gets emotional and lately, I always find myself dozing off looking after her.

"ARGH!" I jolted up when she suddenly groaned while wrapping herself. "W-What's wrong?!" I asked trying to investigate on what part of her is painful. She's gotten pale too!

 "C-Cram-p"

"Huh? Crap?" I absentmindedly repeated her response. She shifted her body away from me to find comfortable position despite the pain but because of that, it gave me a reason behind all the mood swings and this scrunching pain she's been suffering.

"Oh sh*t baby, You're on your period!" I gasped seeing red stains on her pajamas. I quickly took away the blankets and help her stand.

"We need to get changed" I mumbled. All she could do was to slowly nod her head. I sighed.

 "Tell me where your tampons are, I'll pass them for you." I said as I looked around the set of drawers inside the bathroom.

"One of the cabinets." she replied. I quickly pulled out a new clean underwear and handed her a pack of tampons before closing the door of the bathroom for her to do her business inside.