Never Be The Same - A Mamamoo Moonbyul-Yi Fanfiction (gxg)

Chapter 23

Swithene's POV

   In the end we're back on the road and arrived back to our residence by noontime for Byul to catch her schedule. In my case, I had all the rest of the day free for myself.

 I have to be honest, till this day I am still shook of what we did. It was too clear in my head and it keep playing and playing even on the time when I shouldn't be thinking of such things. I just zone out on the spot.  Anybody relate with me? 

 I have to keep my distance from her. Byul's effect will always be the type that can still linger on your mind for weeks and would eventually be stored at the back of your head in months .

 She left in the morning. I was really disappointed not to have her by my side when I woke up. Was she not satisfied? or Did she thought that I was using her for my own guilty pleasure? Those kind of thoughts chewed me alive. I swear I am not that kind of person.

I don't even know what's gotten into me that I ended up having to fight with Byul infront of the children.

A part of me just thought she was being unfair. She even let Wendy be in charge of our ride accommodations to the destination we'll be going on New Year's eve. Truthfully, we wouldn't even have to bring something with us since the event was very well-discussed back at the cabin. I lost to Byul when she brought up about how she'd paying in advance and have the whole floor closed only for the said event.

  Even Maria's convinced that Byul could probably buy several human beings just because she wants to.  She was so adamant that she was willing to spend that much just for a simple day we aren't even sure what we're gonna do.

  I find that overwhelming, it was enough to rub it in my face that a Moon is no less than a Royalty in the Business world and someone like her shouldn't be taken lightly yet she's right here spending a casual christmas with us and eating simple homemade breakfast.

  She guaranteed that we wouldn't even need to bring wallet for that dinner party as everything will be covered by her and what's left for me to deal is my insecurity pooling over my chest. I feel so small not having anything to contribute and if I do have something in mind, it would only end up into an absurd argument again but if I think of it in a practical and most likely 'Yong's way', this is literally is like winning in the lottery.

   The fact that she's offering so much to prepare despite the short period of time made me feel in between insecurity or admiration. She's too dominant and prideful not to give me such lousy excuse and use logical thinking to trap me and behave so she can spoil everyone smoothly and without a problem... it included me.

  It's upsetting how this things makes butterfly start to erupt in my stomach. I'm impressed. And it is not good...

 Right, why don't I ask my friends to shop with me today so I can keep this mind relaxed. I think my mind has been running laps even on our way home. I need to keep occupied even for just a little while.

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     This is the first time I've actually been worried about what to wear for New Years eve that I had to have Yong and Maria by my side to choose dresses with me.

  "You're surprisingly worried about that right now? We just got home from the trip unnie." Maria groaned dramatically.

 "I'll treat you to a nice meal." Maria's ear protruded upon hearing Yong's bribe. "You better not take that back." the way her motivation swiftly change hearing Yong's magic word still amazed me to this day. She sure loves food more than anything.

  We looked from store to store to look for some clothes that would be most likely suit me. Yong insisted to make me someone who stands out. Maria on the other hand, helped me choose a jewelry that would fit the dress we bought.