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It's been so long since I've had some peaceful sleep around this house. I remembered the days when I didn't hear a sound, pure bliss and peaceful silence. Now all I hear is bickering and tears now a days. I can't even remember the last time I genuinely smiled. I've lost weight, barely been eating. Trying to be everything this man could want, but it's never enough for him.
This morning I woke up to him arguing on the phone yet again. I'm not sure if it was any side pieces or business, but he was absolutely furious. I sigh, grabbing the pillow I was sleeping on to cover my entire face, trying to drown out the yelling. I close my eyes pressing the pillow around my entire face and ears but still I could hear, just muffled. I huff into the pillow before placing it on the side of me so that I can sit up and watch him pace back and forth, cursing and yelling.
My brain was slowly trying to get a rolling, since I was sleepy It was a little hard to catch on especially since I must've missed most of the conversation. After a few more walks around the entire bedroom, he hangs up the phone, his dark eyes landing on me. Still wearing that angry expression. I watch him walk over to the bed, his hands on his hips.
" Look I have something important to tell you", He says, looking down at the ground.
" No good morning?" I ask in a sarcastic manner, well aware we were past the cutesy part of our relationship.
" Would you shut the fuck up with allat shit?" He says, an annoyed look on his face causing me to scoff.
" What do you want Dayvon?" I ask, not even bothering to go there with him..
" Money tight around here, these hoes ain't doing what I need them to do, so I gotta bring some new girls in here", he says.
" Okay... so you're getting rid of Kema and them?" I ask him.
" Ion know yet, but while I look for new girls I need you to do something for me, just so we can get ahead", he says, looking down again.
" and what's that help you find new girls?" I ask him.
" Nah, I need you to fuck a few of my bidness partners ", he says causing my sarcastic expression to form into a frown.
" What... what?" I ask, lost for words.
" I know I said I wasn't gonna make you do that anymore, but you gotta take one fa the team, and out of the hoes I got now, you're the most desirable ", he says, looking at me trying to convince me.
" Dayvon you said no other man would ever get a chance to touch me after the NBA situation. You said I was YOURS ONLY", I remind him, getting out of bed.
" I know, but we need the money, if you love me like you said then it shouldn't be a issue foreal", he says, shrugging.
" If you love me like you said, you wouldn't ask me to do any fuck shit ", I say getting smart.
" Haylee... don't fucking test me. You doing what the fuck i say. You MY HOE", he says getting in my face.
" Your hoe?! No DAYVON IM YOUR GIRLFRIEND!" I Yell not backing down from him.
" Once a hoe, always a hoe", he says causing me to gasp.
I didn't even think twice as my hand went across his face, giving him a hard smack. Shocking the both of us. The anger that flashed in his eyes, I realized my mistake but it was too late for me to even take back what I did. Hus hands quickly wrapped around my neck as he chokes me with all his might, holding me up causing my feet to dangle.
I try to fight and dig my nails into his skin, but that didn't even bother him at this point. It's like he didn't even see me, he was looking past me. Tears rolled down my face as he slammed to the wall, his grip becoming tighter and tighter.
If I was gonna die at least it would be in the arms of someone I loved. As crazy as it sounded, it was true. My last breath would be in his arms. My hands hold on to arms as breathing becomes harder for me, my gasps becoming more and more slower. My eyes rolling in the back of my head, suddenly I feel myself fall down, hard. Air hits my lungs as I take in a deep breath, grabbing on to my neck as I look at Dayvin towering over me.
I watch as he looks at me, then lowers himself to my level. His eyes cold and distant. He scoots in closely looking in my eyes now, I didn't know who this was or what I just did. He grabs my face roughly, his nostrils flaring.
" you doing what the fuck I Say, you gon fuck until I say stop", he says before smacking me so hard head hits the wall.
" W-What?" I say, but it sounds more like a whisper, my throat in intense pain.
" You heard me, you gon be fucking yo ass off, you think you run shit, watch this", he says laughing as he walks away, leaving me by myself.
I wanted to say more, but my throat was hurting to much to even utter another word. More tears rush down my face, realizing what my repulses may have gotten me into. I should've waited to talk to him when he was calmer. Now I was about to be in something and it wasn't gonna stop until he was ready. And that was not a good postion to be in.
The first lady being demoted was not I. The cards I was trying to play. I had to think of a way that I was gonna get out of this, to change his mind. Because if I didn't. It would be over for me.
It's only one way I can get out of this, and I didn't want to have to do it. But it looks like I'm gonna have too...
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YOOOOOOOOO
WHATS GOODIE?!
You think I was gonna let the day go by and not update?!
Happy birthday to the king himself🥲❤ Dayvon you are forever missed ❤
This book has like 5 more chapters left i think lol
