suicidal love

chapter 6

He looked sad "but hey ill go with you on a date Rickey" I said blushing
A smile covered his face as his eyes shined
" omg I  was so nervous and thinking about that all day"
I giggled
"Ok see u tonight at 6 beautiful" he said and hugged me
I wasn't bothered that he hugged me it felt good
I was so excited for tonight I wore a pair of jeans a shirt and my converse as usual
"Where are we going? " I asked as Rickey pulling me towards his car
"A place" he said vaguely
"Really I would never have guessed" I said drilly
Withing 10 minutes,Rickey drove me to the movies he chose a horror movie it was gd after the movie finished Rickey grabbed my hand and kissed it
"What was that for mister?!"
He ddnt say anything but kept looking at my eyes then he stared at my wrist I wasnt feeling comfortable that he might see my scars so I let go his hand and stared at the ground
"Carolina u okay"
"U-um y-yea"
"Cay u cant stutter while ur with me"
"O-okay"
"Ur stuttering again" he grabbed my chin and looked me in the eyes
"listen cay I know about ur scars I've seen it when we first met , everybody has an awful past and u have to move on" he said with a low voice
I felt tears running threw my eyes and he quickly gave me a big hug  then  he kissed my scars
I felt  everything stopped for a while why does he have to do that to me, every move he makes every word he says it makes me fall more for him.
"Shall we?" He said interrupting my thoughts
"Umm yes" 
And we went back to the camp.

In the next mornin I woke up hoping to have a great day today. My kind kept thinking abt him, his eyes his hugs everything . I loved the way he makes me forget about my loneliness my depression and my crazy thoughts.
'well its time for me to start my activities for today'
I went to open the door , as i heard someone sayin from the outside
"dnt make any noise"
i took a step backwards the door shocked yet frightned , as Rickey opened the door slighly yellin
"good mornin sweety"i turned all red .
"H h hey Rickey , gd mornin "
He closed the door , sat on my bed and sniffed my pillow
"Rickey ,u okay ?"
He grabed me , pushin me to take a seat beside him '
Shivers started wooming
"Y y yes rickey ?"
"i wanted to tell u ,that the first day my eyes saw u , my mind was blowin away , iam just gonna say it ,can u be my evrything in this life ?"
I blushed , omg is he really asking me ... I cant believe it ,what should i do !
"I.. umm  y yes Rickey , u took my mind when i saw u too ! "
He went in for a hug , well i though it was a hug , omg hes closing his eyes , stretching his lips , his hand on my chin omg , he kissed me, i liked it , i paniced ,i didnt know what to do so i went in for my first kiss.
"okay Rickey ill see u later umm , ok , later , oh forgot my phone , oh sorry , later ..."
Ive gone crazy and then went to do my activities.