Why do you treat me so bad
Is it my faul for being sad?
I scream of deep pain
Crying in my room as the door is shut
Screaming ur name
As the razors my body cut
No, love isn't the problem
It's the hate i was born to earn
The lights were dreams
Only shadows i could see
And behind the most beautiful scenes
I was there in my depressing spree
No sort of light in my vision
Not a ray not a beam
sitting in the dark
I lost all self-esteem
And with my face too stark
Of what i saw of a bloodstream
I refused the light and sun
They truly hurted my eyes
I wasnt used to them
I was used to shadows and lies
I got killed in my youth
My heart got buried though still beating
I could never smile
Nor laugh to a joke. And instead of crying I forced my skin to cry
"I was back to my old habbits."
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suicidal love
Teen FictionCarolina is facing the cruelty of the world alone. she got bullied , beaten up, left alone what will she do when her boyfriend calls her suicidal? what will she do when her best friend discovers her secrets? will she face all her problems alone? c...
