suicidal love

chapter 7

Rickey and I have been dating for almost constantly for the past month I would still sometimes stutter around him. Rickey was Rickey and he was quite sarcastic and prevented which I wasn't completely appreciative of but I took what I could get.

"So where are you taking me today?" I asked

"Somewhere, so ur ready to go or nah?"

"Ready as ill never be"

"Then lets go!"

He yelled as he laced fingers with mine and drug me out the door
I stopped,  quickly shut and locked the door and ran over to his lifted truck. I hopped inside and turn to see a smiling Rickey.

"What?" I questioned playfully

He just lazly smiled and answered
"Oh nooothing"

I just decided to shrug it off.

"Oh and you look beautiful today"

"I know" I said smiling

He let out a laugh and started driving

"So are u gonna tell me where we're going? " I giggled as Rick drove down the street

"Now what's the fun in that?"

"Dammit Rickey you know I hate surprises. Can't you just give me hints?" I pleaded

"Well...hmmm..fine" he sighed "we're going two places"

"Well that doesn't tell me anything"

"Oops!! Oh well I tried"

I let out an exasperated sigh and leaned back in my seat. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Rickey smile widely as he carefully watched the road ahead of him.
After about 5 more minutes he pulled into a little locally owned ice cream called Graph Diary
"Holy shit I haven't been here in forever" I explained

"I thought u'd like it" he said squeezing my leg and hopped out of the truck.

this place was very special to me it felt like magic
"Ok 1 chocolate cone for my princess and vanilla for me" Rick chirped as he walked over to me
Awee such a sweetie pie I thought to myself

"Why thank you good sir" I laughed "now where?"

"Shhh just sit back and enjoy the ride" Rickey cooed as he drove.

I rolled my eyes and put on some My Chemical Romance, as I was about to take a bite from my ice cream Rickey did a break check and slapped into his breaks causing me to slam my face into the ice cream cone

"What was that for" I screamed as wiped off my chin and nose which were now covered with chocolate.I looked back at Rick who had tears in his eyes from laughing so hard I glared at him
"Oh so u think this is funny ?" I challenged

He opened his mouth to say something but nothing came out but more laughs,so I grabbed his cone and shove it in his face 

"Hey!" He said as he tried to clean his face

"it was pay back for being a twat!" I laughed

"Not funny"

I gave him a wink. He let out a chuckle and rolled his eyes then started to drive again. We drove in a comfortable silence for more 10 minutes until he turned on an old dirt road.

"We're here" Rickey said pulling out the million blankets and pillows from the back of the truck
I helped him making all the blankets and pillows situated in their place, I hopped up into the bed of the truck and got myself comfortable

"Oh wait I almost forgot" Rickey said explaining as he ran back to the front of the truck.

A few seconds later light music started to play  he hopped up into the bed of the truck and found himself a place right next to me.

After he got settled in he wrapped his arm around me and I snuggled into his side "There's no one else I'd share this with, you knw" he breathed softly behind me

"Thats so sweet Rickey " I said blushing

It was about 8 o'clock the sun was starting to set. Brilliant shades of crimson and pinks filled the sky

"Lets see how many houses we can spot" I suggested

He sat up a bit before answering

"Well there's the camp... I can see a white house... a red one over there"

"A school... there's a mall..."

I felt his gaze on me as I tried to make more houses. I turned my head to see him giving me his famous lop sided grin.

"Can I help you" I winked.

He lied back pulling me down along with him, I inhaled his sweet sent and allowed my lips to curve into a smile. I studied his features and how perfect he looked in that moment. His hair his eyes his lips...then he started inching closer to me. My breath hitched in my throat and my heart started to beat like crazy.
And just like that...His lips molded themselves to mine. At first it was a sweet innocent kiss then all quickly it turned a rough more demanding one. He suddenly flipped us over so he was on top of me . I snaked my hands around his neck trying to pull my self closer just to close all the space that was between us. My fingers tangled in his hair as he rolled his hips against mine.
He licked the bottom of my lips if he were asking for entry, which I gladly granted. I let out a small moan of pleasure.
A few moments later we broke apart from the lack of air we weren't both getting. He rested his forehead against mine as we both panted heavily.
He planted a soft kiss on my neck before moving off of me to the position he was in before.
He pulled me again to his chest and slowly rubbed circles on my back
"Goodnight beautiful" he whispered barly audible

"Goodnight love" I answered back before falling into a deep sleep.