For the sake of love

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Des

I couldn't believe that I was actually getting prepared to go on a date. I was nervous and excited at the same time. I've been texting and FaceTiming Jeff back and forth since I got his number. The night I got the call about Nari he came over and held me all night long while I cried and tried to process what happened as best as I could.

He was literally there for me when he didn't have to be, hell he barley even knows me but yet he was still a shoulder for me to cry on, and for that I at least owe him this date.

Once I was finished with everything I took a look in the mirror and made sure I was pleased with my overall look, and that I was. It was cold as hell outside and I hope I didn't get sick for wearing this little ass dress.

Jeff sent a text to my phone letting me know that a car was downstairs to pick me up. Gathering all of my belongings I headed out to the truck and got in.

The ride was so calming and I couldn't help but to look out the window and look in awe at my beautiful city. I loved New York but at the same time lately it has brought me nothing but sadness. I just couldn't and didn't understand why God had to take Nari away from us. I also couldn't understand why he would let something so awful happen to Kai, she is literally the sweetest person in the world and she didn't deserve to have her heart played with like that. I hope that everything gets better for all of us eventually.

Pulling up to a big building I waited as the driver got out to open my door.

Thank you I said as he helped me out of the car.

You can walk straight through those doors to the elevators and press 3, Mr.Loagz is waiting for you.

I gave him a small smile then proceeded to walk into the building and to the elevator doors.

Once on I pressed 3 and waited for the elevator to reach the third floor.

Stepping off onto the third floor I couldn't believe the site in font of me. It was so classy and romantic and I couldn't help but to smile.

Do you like it?

I turned around and was met by a handsome Jeff. He was dressed to perfection and his cologne made my knees buckle.

No, I love it. It's beautiful.

You look amazing.

Thank you and so do you.

He grabbed me gently by my hand and we walked over to the table where he pulled out my chair for me.

After he did so he walked over to the other side of the table and took his seat.

Champagne?

Sure I said grabbing my class as he filled up my cup.

Jeff you outdid yourself. I wasn't expecting any of this.

I know you've been going through something's so I just wanted to take your mind off of it for a second.

Thanks I appreciate that.

We carried on in conversation and then the waiter brought us our food. Once we were done we waited as the chef began to prepare dessert.

I'll be honest, I was a little skeptical about coming out with you tonight at first.

Why was that?

Because trying to move forward with a broken heart is harder than I thought. I don't want to be that girl who gets over her ex by immediately getting into something else with someone new. Then the whole thing with my friend Kai and how someone she dated and trusted turned out to be a complete bad person, I was just scared to chance it.

Desiree I can assure you that I'm not trying to rush you into anything. In this little time that we've spent together I feel like you've made it very clear on what you are and aren't looking for. I like your company. Your funny, smart, ambitious, beautiful and strong. I feel like I've developed a somewhat friendship with you and I wouldn't dare jeopardize that by trying to force you into anything. Also as messed up as it is that your friend had to experience some wild shit like that you can't let her situation scare you, all you can do is learn from her mistakes. Don't ever be afraid to live life.

That's funny that you said that because she actually told me the exact same thing.

Sounds like a smart woman.

Kai is , she's amazing.

Hopefully I can meet her one day.

Hopefully.

The waiter came out with dessert and it was amazing, between the infused strawberries and the champagne I was definitely feeling a buzz.

After dinner we got in Jeff's car and drove around the city for a minute. The champagne with the mixture of the liquor that was infused in the fruit had me horny as hell and looking at Jeff had all kind of thoughts running through my head. It's been so long since Ive had sex and I felt like I was going to explode.

Pulling up to my building Jeff parked and came around to let me out.

Come on I'll walk you up.

Once we made it to my door I went into my purse to get my keys and as soon as i got them out I dropped them before I could even stick the key in the door.

My dinginess made me laugh. Yea I'm definitely buzzing I said to myself.

I watched as Jeff bent down to pick up my keys and in that moment while looking at the back of his head all I thought about was gripping it as he gave me head. Just thinking about it made my kitty get a heartbeat of it's own.

Here he said handing me my keys.

I quickly snapped out of my thoughts. Thank you.

No problem, I hope to see you again soon.

Of course. Would you like to come in for a minute?

Nah that wouldn't be a good idea. I peeped how you've been watching me with lust since we've left dinner. I'm sure it's the champagne that got you feeling like that so I won't prey on your intoxication. Good night beautiful he said while kissing me on cheek.

Good night and again thanks for a good time.

Your welcome.

I stepped inside my apartment then locked the door, once i did that I slowly slid down my door because I was going through it at this very moment .

Lorddddd I hate this for myself right now. This should not be my life, I need my body made love too and I need it now.

I sat there for a few minutes debating back and forth with myself. After about 20 minutes I said forget it and put my pride to the side.

I pulled out my phone and went to his number. He answered after the third ring.

Hello

I need you ...