you just stay alive

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El Paso Texas - Tuesday -
5/15

8:23 pm

- PEEP -

"don't act like we don't do shit bruh." Ned blurted. looking at me with irritation.

I narrowed my eyes in confusion. "I'm not dude- when the fuck did I say that?" I replied.

"that's what u making it seem like.. saying we was living in YOUR fucking place .. bro I fucking paid rent too!." his tone getting progressively louder.

"yea yea- I wipe my ass with that money bitch!." I barked back.

"you know what peep- fUCk yOU!" Ned lastly yelled, before leaving the bus.

the argument with Ned still echoing in my head. What had started as a small disagreement had quickly spiraled into a yelling match. I knew my decision to leave wasn't going to be easy, but he hadn't expected this passive-aggressive tension from everyone on & off the bus.

I thought everyone was cool until I started picking up on slick shit. It had started with a few sarcastic comments, and now it seemed like every word out of anyone's mouth was a jab.

at this point I'm done with it. Done with everyone.

With a frustrated sigh, I grabbed my half-eaten burger, charger, and my phone. Before heading off to the tiny back room in the bus. I slammed the door behind myself, tossed the burger aside, and immediately went to plug in my phone.

dealing with all this bullshit and stress, I've called Gia more times then I've ever have on tour. if not for her , weed and endless supply of alcohol I would've been... I don't know.. I wouldn't have ditched out on my fans again..


scrolling through my contacts and I found Gia's name, hesitating for a second before hitting the call button. I need her now, needing to hear her voice and forget about the mess for a while. The phone rang twice before her face lit up the screen.

"Ouu, you look cute..whatchu doing," i said with a grin, my tone playful. as she adjusted her camera to where I could see half her upper body. Her face lit up as she smiled at the screen.

she tilted her head, putting on a mock pout. "Oh stop, you're making me blush," she teased. "just getting ready tho- going out in a bit."

~ going out ? last time I checked she was in Miami alone.. where does she need to be going ~

my smile faded a bit at the mention of her 'going out' . "You sure you're gonna be good out there by yourself? Miamis crazy as fuck..a-and I'm not there."

Gia rolled her eyes dramatically but kept her smile. "Oh please, Gus I'm good. Plus, ive been talking with this girl out here ..I'm gonna be with her tonight so I'll be fine," she said, shrugging. "Truss."

"alright but don't get caught up in anything stupid.."

Gia laughed, tossing her hair up into a ponytail. "Okay dad," she joked, leaning closer to the camera. "Stop worrying.. I'll be out with my new frienn , and that's it."

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