Bodyguard of the Heiress

Chapter 25

Thooriga

What the hell is wrong with my mouth today?

Earlier, I questioned Rudhran Chitha and hit his sour spot and now I questioned Raj and made him go through the traumatic memory. I should have listened to him when he asked me to leave the topic.

~~Traumatic mature content ahead~~

Even though it was his older cousin, I didn't think it would be something traumatic when he started, "She was talented and good at teaching but she was not good with me. I used to sleep along with her but her hands used to end up on my crotch every morning. Also she used to let her half saree fall and show her cleavage. Initially, I used to brush it off thinking it's an accidental touch. But one day when I returned home early as my school announced a half a day leave, I found her naked and fucking her boyfriend. I was about to leave the house, closing the door. But she pulled me into her room and asked me not to say it to my uncle and aunty. I agreed but she and her boyfriend were not convinced. He said that I will not say only if I was involved in it and held me. I struggled hard but I was lean and weak back then and he was stronger than me."

Raj's body shudders and I tighten my hold on him, trying to give him strength to continue. "She unzipped my pants and took me in her hands, stroking me. It hurt as it was a forced arousal and when I was hard she took me in her mouth. Then she lied down and he made me fuck her. That bastard didn't stop with it, he... he fucked me and to stop me from screaming in pain she kissed me," he banged his hand hard against the bed, repeatedly and I covered his hand with mine for him to stop.

I felt a wetness sweeping through my top when he spoke and it broke my heart. No teenager should have gone through with what he had gone through. Tears started flowing through my eyes and I tried not to make a sound or let my body shudder.

I should be his strength not his weakness. He was talking intellectually and making fun but I made him cry by asking questions and making him go through his memory lane. Though Raj looks strong externally, he is very soft and broken internally.

"You didn't say it to anyone?" I tried speaking boldly with him but my voice came out as a broken whisper.

He shook his head, "I was afraid, she said if I tell anyone, she will say that I had raped her. After that I never stayed home alone without my uncle and aunty. Some nights she used to order me to fuck her and I did. When I returned to the Estate during half yearly holidays. I started to hang out with girls of my age to erase that memory. In fact dad saw me once but he thought it was my teenage hormones and advised me to be careful and always use safety. The only good thing my cousin did was she always used condoms. Still I secretly got myself tested for STDs. Thankfully, I didn't get through MBBS entrance but passed Engineering entrance and got a seat in Coimbatore, leaving Ooty. If I had gotten through the medical entrance, my dad would have gotten a seat in the same college as my cousin with Thooran sir's influence and I would have made to live in her house."

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"That's why you never came back for holidays?" I ask him and he nods. I just had a vague memory of playing with him as a little girl. I was eleven when he returned after his MBA and it was an instant crush for me.

But how lonely and scared he must have felt back then? He was unable to share this with anyone. Though I questioned him between his talks, I'm still feeling blank to process it.

I wish I could go back to those days and throw a tantrum as a child to stop his father from sending him away. I wish I was older enough for him to share about it then itself. I wish I could have locked him away in a room safe and kept him away from that darkness.