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If you haven't read Chapter 42, read it first
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Raj
I remember the young Thooriga running away from my sight when I used to catch her watching me. Those two years was a torture for me. Initially, I couldn't understand why she was behaving like that and when I did, I tried my best to stay away from her.
Male : Adiyae neethaaanadi
Enn bothai thaenae
Mutham konju
She was my kitty cat, my happiness, my living force but I had to stay away from her for her own good. It killed me to know she is crushing on me and I was clueless on how to handle it.
Sagiyae neeyaaradi
Kai theendum pournami
Konjam nillu
That actually became a stress for me and I started hooking up a lot. I never hid the devil inside me from her and I openly gawked at outside women with lustrous eyes in front of her for her to change her mind.
Pennae pennae
Undhan kayyil naanum
Koodum neram
Enna vittu chellaadhae
I knew it could hurt her but that was the only way I could change her idea. Even when she was a very young girl, she was stubborn with her feelings and till now I don't understand what made her trust me.
Kannae kannae
Neelum kaalam vendum
Vaaraayo arugilae
"You used to get jealous of women, I hooked up but why didn't you change your feelings even after seeing the womaniser side of me?"
Poovae kaadhal pookkum poovae
Saaral veesa eeraam
Ennai konjum mazhaiyil unn vaasam
She turns in my arms, "I don't know but I was able to somehow guess you were purposely doing it. Also you never touched me in a bad way. So I was confident that you are a good person."
Kenjum nenjam unnai kenjum
Pularum kaalai vendaam
Iravin kulirae ennai kollaadhae
I could never imagine touching any child or uninterested woman in a bad way. I never thought she would have noticed this at such a young age.
"Thanks." The word spilled from my lips before I realised why.
"Why?" She looks up at me.
"Seeing the good in me, the world has just judged me from one side but you have noticed me to this level at that young age." I touch my forehead with hers.
"Ena ennakku good touch bad touch kathu kodutha varu appadi." I lean back and look at her surprised. (It's because of the person who taught me good touch bad touch.)
How does she remember this?
After the incident with me, before leaving for college, I taught her good touch and bad touch. She was five and a crying mess knowing that I may not return back to the estate. Chandrika Akka let Thooriga sleep with me that night and suddenly the thought of teaching her about it came to my mind. I taught her about private parts and advised her not to let anyone touch her especially there. She not only remembered that I was the one who taught her but used it to judge me properly.
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