The Devil || under editing

Flashback

Leo Charter:

I could't help it but cry. Cry into her neck. This was way to much for me, i could't hold it in anymore. No one else was in the room and after all this time after looking for her, she doesn't even remember me.

She don't remember me, she don't know who i am. She doesn't remember the times we had together, the laughter, the kisses, the times we had hot sex. She doesn't remember me.

"you really don't remember me?" i asked breaking the silence. i had enough strength in my voice to speak with out crying but not enough strength not to sound emotionless. i was actually full of emotion, its something about this girl that just makes me... i dont know... she makes me belive in happiness.

before i met Racen you could say that i didn't really like people very much. but like who do anyway. but she made me happy, she made me whole.

and i liked it.

i like her.

no.

i love her.

im in love with her.

im in love with Raven.

im in love with Raven fucking Recce, for fucks sake.

and i love every secund of it.

a hand found its way to my upper arm pulling me out of the debate going on inside my head.

"im sorry, but-" she started but stopped. "but, what" i asked now worried. "no, never mind you will think im crazy." she chucled. "it ok, we have time" i assured her and send her a little smile, which suprisingly got her to calm down a little bit.

we walked over and sat down at the sofa.

"now." i paused, "what is it?"..

Raven Recce:

why the hell do i feel like i can tell this man everything. like i trust him with my heart. like he own my heart. like he owns me. and i liked it.

i stared to figet with my hands as i opened my mouth. "so, you knew me before a year ago... right?" i asked. he nodded in response. "well what happened?" i paused and felt tears forming in my eyes, "because i just remember the last year. i don't remember anything else. i- i-" i held back tears as i tried to find the words. "i do get some flach backs somethimes but- but they are very confusing..." my voice faded away as i spoke. "and all of the faces are just a blurr and it makes me crazy!" i yelled out of anger and tear fell down my chin

i looked up from my hands and met his eyes. his eyes were like they were burning in my soul, and i didnt even think about breaking the eye contact.

his hand found its way to my thight, i looked down at his hand like a reflex.

then i felt it again, my sight stared to spinn around. i couldt see straight, i looked up at Leos face it it started to fade away. my eyes got heavier and heavier. the last thing i felt was a warm embrace holding me tight like i could break at any moment.

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Then I felt a pair of cold hands on my thighs, I looked at the hand and then up to Leo who was already looking at me.

"Eat" he whispered to me. I just ignored him and looked forward again. "Don't make me repeat myself, ragazza." He whispered demanding in my ear. Which send me a shiver down my spine. (Girl)

I sat straight up in my back and took some lasagna. Not my favorite but it's something.

"Happy?" I asked as I looked at Leo.

He just nodded not taking his hand of my thigh and started to eat.

Butterflies, butterflies!

I started to eat, as I just could focus on the hand on my thigh.

I fell my breath change, what is this boy doing to me?....

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my eyes slowly opened. i still felt the warm embrace that i felt right before i passed out.

i looked up to meet his eyes again. "you ok?" he asked worried. i slowly nodded before siting up straight.

"I got another flashback..." I said after a minute or two. "It was about you..." I breathed out and we locked eyes again. I could see that he was holding in a little smile..

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im sorry this chapter is trash! im just not in a very good place and well yeah this was all my mind was maneging to write i guess.

and sorry if its any spelling mistaces! i wrote this on my pc and went over on my phone, so if i missed some wrong spelling or anything please say it so i can fix it :)

AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!

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