This is my first book and English isn't my original language, so srry for mistakes and everything :)
Raven Recce:
She's one of the worlds best racers, and street fighters. She goes by the name 'the devil', she uses a mask every time she's in public...
"was it right?" i thought as the street lights passes the car window. "fuck!" i yelled and hit the stearing wheel in frusteration. i drove down in a bus pocket and stopped the car, i groaned and felt that my eyes started to water.
"no, no, no!" i felt that by breathing stareted to give up, my body felt numb. "take yourself togheter now Raven!" i yelled to myself and took a deep breath. "its for their own good.." "its for their own good.." i repeadet to myself as i tried to catch my brerath again. tears streamed faster down my face.
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"hey honey look at me! look at" my mom said with her anglic voice, cupping my face. "breathe with me." she said and started to take a deep breaths, my breath hitched as i tried to follow her breath. "in and out.. come on now." she said and continued with taking deep breaths in and out. "8 secunds in.." she said and took a deep breath in. "and 4 secunds out." she said and breathed out. "focus on the breathing and counting now honey." she said and started to take deep breaths again.
my breath started to calm down after a few breaths...
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focus on the breathing and counting now honey...
my moms voice kept repeating in my head as i tried to fucus on my breath.
after a few minuttes on focusing on my breath I started to calm down, "thanks mom, i will come get you." i whispered and wipped away the tears. "i promise."
i quicly fixed my makeup in the car mirror with the little extra makeup i had in the little purse i had. i took on my poker face and drove out on the freeway again.
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"let's do this bitches..." i mumbled, and found the knife i had in the passenger seat and stapped it in the rubber band i have on my leg so it wouldn't fall. I took a deep breath and took on the devil mask, I opened the car door, "if I'm going to die, I might as well die with style." I smirked to myself and started to walk over to the huge mansion, that the gala was arranged at.
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It was beautiful.
"And who are you?" I heard a male voice ask from behind me. I turned around to see a man who looked like he was in his middle 20's, he had a full black suit. He had dirty blond hair, grey eyes, a sharp jawline, and a body who looked like he was shaped of the gods. But not better that Leo...
"Never mind. I know who you are." He said before I got to say something. "And who are you?" I asked looking him up and down. "Eyes up here sweetheart." He smirked. "Don't flatter yourself." I said and rolled my eyes.
"Axel D'angelo." He said and stretched out his arm for me to take. I have heard that name before... I took his arm and shook it, while I asked; "and witch mafia do you belong to?" I took my arm to myself again. He looked at the ground letting out a little chuckle and looked up at me again. "You don't know who I am?" He asked sounding kinda surprised.
"No I don't." I said in a way that said duhh. "I'm the don of the Mexico mafia." He simply said. The Mexican family is the nest biggest mafia in the world, after the Italian. "So I heard you have joined the Italians." He chuckled.
Before I got to answer his phone started to ring. He took his finger up for me to wait, I looked at him shocked. Who the fuck does he think he is?!
"Qué?" He asked in an annoyed voice. "Ellos tienen que?!" He yelled in his phone, I can feel how bag that person's ear is now. "Estoy en camino, no hagas nada hasta que esté allí!" And with that he ran back to a black Lamborghini and drove away in like 21km/h. I don't even want to know what happened...
And should I take this book on the Wattys2021? I will maybe take this book and I'm going to start on a new one too... I will see :)
THIS WAS SOME DRAMA BITCHES! I think... my life is to boring🤗
Sorry for this to be short!
And this breathing thing when you have anxiety attacks, it works. Trust me. And if it happens often you should talk to someone, maybe it is something in your daily life that causes it. You are to beautiful to lose, girl! I mean who else is going to read my book?! It is not so many freaks in the world... :) My dm's is always open, I'd you want to talk :) I don't judge! I mean I live MY life... to late there...
