Maisie Shelby [peaky blinders]

Discrace

It's been a couples of days and me and Isiah and fin went out I am currently drunk as anyone. " Maisie come on we are going" I pout at Isiah " no I'm not going home home" he nods and helps me up as we walk to his house and Sarah and two of her friends walk in and fin and Isiah take two upstairs

Me and Sarah sit on the couch in silence watching the fire " your misterious" I turn my head and sit up properly and she moves closer

" is that good or bad" she shrugs " however you want to take it" she laughs it's like music to my ears and I can feel her breathe on my lips " think before you do Maisie" I hum and put my hand in the back of her knock kissing her

She tilts her head deepening the kiss I swipe my younger across her bottom lip and she lets me in. We pull away and she straddles me my hands go straight to her hips as she cups my jaw in her small hands

My hands to straight to her ass and she moans the door burst open we both look and see John I feel my face drain of colour and Sarah gets off my lap John storms over and grabs me by the collar of my blazer pulling me off the couch " home now"

I swollow thickly as we walk outside I walk ahead and john grabs my upper arm and we come to a hold I look at the floor " that better has of been a spear of the moment thing" he grips my chin making me look at him "john-" he cuts me off " you know we don't support it in our family so I'll let it slide but if I catch you- no you better stop it now" I nod as we wak to his car and he drives me to the big house that isn't far from johns and wakes

I have sobered up I go to the kitchen and get a glass of water and I hear footsteps

I look up and see dad " thought you'd be asleep" he shakes his head " thought you was staying out" I shake my head this time " why aren't you asleep and your wearing your gun thingy" he laughs as I wave my finger at him

" I can't sleep unless I know your safe" I nod and start walking upstairs " you okay you look like somethings bothering you" I shake my head and walk to my room I shut the door and take off my boxed and boots

I fall asleep

I get woken up by someone throwing water at me I gasp sitting up " John told me how how could you" pol yells and she grab my upper arm dragging me to the bathroom " you won't drag this family name through the mud" she shouts at me she drags me to the shower and puts me under the cold water " you will wash yourself till she's off you"

She walks out slamming the door I let my tears fall

I get changed into a different suit and then go to the phone down the hall and get a car drive to Alfie's bakery " hey Maisie didn't take my dog did you" I shake my head as he walks over I wipe my tear sniffling " et what's wrong" he lifts my chin

" my family is what's wrong" he looks at me confused  I am so close to breaking "how is your mind set on a boy dating a boy and a girl dating a girl" I ask him sitting down he shrugs sitting down " if you love them you love them"