Maisie Shelby [peaky blinders]

Horse

what's happened to him charlie" I see his foot wrapped in cloth " a seed planted in his hoove Maisie Curley says it's cursed and it spread to the over feet" i sigh rubbing my head " who did it charlie" he sighs in annoyance " your dad started a war with the lees"" okay go out" he nods I kiss he horses nose taking my gun out pointing it at his head " sorry boy" i shoot him and he goes limp to the floor I put it away and walk out of Charlie's yard back home

Next time I wake up I change into ^picture above^
I walk downstairs and see dad I get the bullet out of my pocket and slam it on his desk " I hope it was worth starting a war with the less dad" he takes it and looks at his name engraved " how do you know" i shrug " I dunno maybe I had to put a bullet in my horses head last night because the lees put a seed in his hove and cursed it" I walk out slamming the door and walk out to the door and pull on my coat " Maisie wait" I shake my head " no I'm gonna go come find me or get someone come get me when you decide you wanna tell me the truth dad"

" I will when you tell me the truth aswell Maisie because your keeping secrets too" i scoff walking out the front door and to pols I pull off my coat and throw it on the couch " I'm done with my dad" I groan as Polly and Ada just watch me " why what's he done" Ada asks I sit down " well I had to put a bullet in my horses head for dads enemy's and then when I called I'm out on not telling me the truth he just said I'm not either I'm over it" i sigh and pol grabs my hand " there shaking just calm down" I shake my heas " fucking annoying you know"

Ada sits down with jam and bread everyone knows she hates jam it's too sweet " Ada stand up side on" pol instructs her and pol grabs her boob i laugh " pol what are you doing" she laughs " Ada how late are you" she figets " 5 weeks 7 if you count weekends I thought it was the lack of Iron I got some tablets" she sits down " no" pol nods and walks out " you know who the father is don't you ada" I question she nod I kiss her cheek

I walk in the den and sit next to John " where's your dad" i shrug my sholders leaning my head back looking at the ceiling " don't care at this point trying to stay out of his way" he nods and he starts talking to Esme the door opens and I hear footsteps get closer j get up and walk out and to the church

I sit with my head in my hands and sigh I sit and think about mum
Flashback
"Okay Maisie keep your eyes closed okah" i laugh and nod as I cover my eyes she woke me up and dragged me downstairs and sat me on the couch she said she had a suprise "okah look now" I move my hands from my eyes and see mum holding a necklace with a cross on i tears up " it's beautiful mum" I look at it in awe she laughs " happy birthday Maisie" I hug her and we spend the day together

I get pulled out of my thoughts and realising I'm messing with the necklace " you haven't taken it off since you got it" I look and see dad sat behind next to me I give him a sad smile " yeah" I stop fiddling with it " I'm sorry Maisie I am it's my fault" I shake my head facing him " it's not your fault dad.it wasn't you.or the massive fucking jem it was just how life words like mum used to say things always happen for a reason maybe this didn't have a good reason but maybe it will in the future" I look back forward at my lap

He grabs my chin making me face in " when did you become so smart Ey" i laugh and lean into his side " I love you dad" " I love you too Maisie just you and me now love" he kisses my head " come on let's go to the den Ey pol might think I've done one" we walk out and to the den I see Chris talking to pol I walk over.
"What ware you doing here chris" he scoffs looking me up and down pol excuses herself " it's diffrent now your diffrent unforgivable" i scoff raising my eyebrows at him

" what did you just say to me" I say shocked as I haven't seen him in a year " it's unforgivable" he pipes up putting his hands in his pockets and I see John turn his chair and Arthur stand outside of his office. " I don't remember asking for forgiving and I'm way past asking" I say getting angry " so was it a phase" oh ladies and gentlemen a dick head right here " what" I ask crossing my arms " so who's next isiah I heared he likes to sleep around you two have that in common"

I slap him across the face it just tilts his head to the side " you don't get to call me a whore when I found you I thought i had found the person I was going to spend the rest of my life with other people though no she's only 16 young love never lasts but I didn't care" I say getting more irritated pushing my feelings aside I see dad stand outside of his office " so I was done all bars and all the boys and all the obvious problems who cared because I was done" I take drop breath stepping forward " you left me you chose a actual whore I'm all glued back together now i am not apologising for what you broke"