I'll Be Yours Forever: RJ Caswen Oneshots

New Year's Day

A new opportunity and hope to begin again. 

This year has been a lot for me emotionally and mentally starting from the drama with Nini, My parents splitting up and realizing that i like.. him.

Since HSM i started to realize my alot including my feelings for him. I thought it was hatred at first since he also dated Nini and we didn't had a great impression on each other. But as we eventually get closer i'm starting see everything in him. His blue eyes, his quirky smile and how he actually cares about me.

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"Merry Christmas EJ" I said and gave a smile on him. We were both on the porch of Ashlyn's house since she and gina hosted a party for the gang. 

"Merry Christmas Bowen, what brings you here?" He said as he noticed me sat with him when i saw him sitting at the bench alone

"I don't know, i just think you might need me here" I said 

"Wow you're really drunk now aren't you? What's with the pep talk?" He said laughing at me and gave me a smirk

"I'm not  drunk Pretty Boy and don't flatter yourself" I sarcasticly said to him

We stayed silent for a while until we heard the gang laughing extremely loud or maybe it's just me since im a bit tipsy now.

"I can live like this everyday, just staring at the stars and feeling the world" He said and looked at me, i gave him a smile which he returned before looking up again

I looked at him, he's just staring at the stars emotionless. God i can admire him forever

"EJ?"  I called him, he looked at me

Its the time when i decided to just fuck everything and kiss EJ Caswell, our lips touched . He kissed back instantly which surprised me but didn't stop me from kissing him  we both kissed pasionately for about a minute before we both pulled out.

"I like you EJ" I said 

He just looked at me, not saying anything. That's the moment i knew i fucked up. 

"Oh my god EJ I'm so sorry i shouldn't have done that. IM SO SORRY" I said and ran as fast as i could without looking at him.

When i got home i quickly went to bed and cried myself to sleep realizing i've done the stupidest thing i could've think of and i'll lose him forever.

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I hate myself for doing that. But i can't change a thing now. I just hope he wouldn't kill me when go back to school. 

It's nearly midnight I'm on my way home because i went on the skating rink, which i usually do on a stressful day. I just realized it's New Year's Eve when i heard the people talked about it back there. 

Dad? I said as i get closer to the door. It looks like no one is home. But where could he be?

When i twisted the knob i realized it's unlocked. Oh god is there a burglar on our house?

I quickly grab something i could throw and went inside. It was really dark and i'm kinda scared but i quickly shaked it off. I heard something on the backyard and quickly went to it.

I saw someone standing. There were candles and flower petals everywhere but i couldn't see his face clearly. I was about to attack him when he called me.

"Ricky it's me" I heard a very familiar voice, the voice of the person i kept thinking for the past week, the person i kissed and quickly ran away. It's him

"What are you doing here EJ?" I looked at him confused but kept my face neutral

"Please listen to me, i don't know what came to me that i didn't reacted that night but i want you to know i'm not mad at you. I kept thinking of you the past week, i wanted to tell you all of this but i gave you some time and i know you're confused as i do. I always cared for you and i couldn't imagine not having you in my life Ricky" He said as he looked at me. Only me

"Wait, What are you trying to say EJ?" I asked him, I'm confused now literally. I don't know if he's asking me out or rejecting me respectfully

"Don't you get it Ricky?" He said i just shrugged my head.

"Okay, then maybe you'll get it now" He said as he kneels down infront of me

OH MY GOD

I just looked at him, what is he doing now? My heart is racing and im crying now.

"Richard Bowen, Will you be my boyfriend?" He asked.

"Yes Elijah James Caswell! Of course i'll be your boyfriend!" I said excitedly but also crying. He went up and hugged me tight. I can really get used to his touch 

We hugged for a lil longer when he looked at me again

"Can I Kiss You?" 

"I thought you wouldn't asked" I said as we kissed, this time i'm finally with him.

The moment we kissed, we heard fireworks in the sky. It's already new year how sweet that this is my first new year's kiss.

"Happy New Year!!" i heard people squealing at the bush which made me pull out quickly and looked at it.

I turned the lights on and saw the gang, like all of them and MY DAD!!

"How long have you guys been here??" I asked

"Longer than you think" Red said and gave me a smirk

"We helped him on the set up and we saw everything and i almost died that i can't scream loudly" Ashlynn said which made us all laugh

"Oh my god" I just turned to EJ and sunk my face to his chest in embarassment. He just laughed and kissed me on my forhead

"Okay lovebirds, enough the flirting we've seen enough. Let's start the party!" Gina said as both her and ashlynn went to the kitchen 

The party ended very well and it was so fun. We did a lot of fun games and other silly stuffs. I talked to my dad about what happened and surprisingly he knew about it all along and he supports me all the way. 

EJ and I were the only person left here since we were cleaning the house, bottles and other things we used.

We were so exhausted as we lie on my bed. 

"This is the best New Year ever" I said to him as i run my hand through his hair

"And you made it possible by letting me love you" He said and kissed me again

"I love you EJ"

"I love you RIcky"

He wraps me around his arms and we both stayed like that until we both fell asleep. What a New Year indeed.

A/N 

WOW MY LONGEST ONE SHOT!! AND I LIKE HOW IT TURNED OUT. I STILL AM DISAPPOINTED ON THE COFEE DATE BUT YEAH IM THANKFUL THAT YOU GUYS LOVED IT AND IT MOTIVATES ME TO WRITE MORE SOOO LOVE Y'ALL HAPPY NEW YEAR!! <33