Letters to EJ (entry twelve)

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dear EJ-

you talked to me today.

i was in the music room, where i always go nowadays because i don't really feel like sitting with the squad.

i was playing "imagination" on guitar and also singing.

and then i heard someone singing too and i quickly turned around to see who it was.

its you.

i stopped playing and dropped the guitar quickly but u smiled at me and said
"keep going"

and so i did.

we both sang the chorus and then i finally stopped.

i avoided looking at you and quickly grabbed my stuff.

i was about to walk away when you grabbed my hand.

"what happened to this?" you asked as you lifted my sleeves.

"nothing" i said

"Ricky, tell me the truth"

"Fine, i relapsed because of my own stupidity. You happy now" I said and pulled my arm back

"I'm so sorry ricky, i didn't know. You know you can talk to me right?"

"Yeah, but when we're in public you act like you never knew i existed. I rather kill myself so thanks but no thanks" i said before i ran as tears fell down my cheeks.

i hate to hate you EJ but i have to.

- Ricky

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